Solace

Care and concern 4

Hello dear readers .......

Waise toh ye mere nature ke khilaaf hai itne saare updates dena but still considering you'll had to wait really long for this ...... Here you'll go with another update ......

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Recap:

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I was sitting on the bed and  Nusha, Yogita, Shamita, Rakhi, Rashmi and Donal all were standing over there ...... Their eyes and looks at their faces stated that their thoughts were not at all the ones that would comfort me rather they were discomforting ones ......

Their stares and smirks on their face especially the one on Nusha's face made me feel as if I were being stripped naked just by the look of her eyes ...... It made me feel utter gross ...... I wish I could escape or somebody would just intervene inbetween saving from this shameful and creepy feeling .......

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Continuation:

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Kehte hain bhagwaan ke ghar der hai andher nahin and yes for once something pleasant happened after so long ......

It was not my full wish yet it felt as if a little relief ......
Nishant and Pratik entered the bedroom and walked over to me just in time to save me the gross feeling I would undergo once again due to Nusha's touch ......

Yes, we too had conflicts amongst us but this action of theirs made me feel overwhelmed that whatever may have happened amongst us or might happen in future would never be able to pull us apart ......

The bond that we shared was way above this game and much stronger than these fights ...... It made me feel that yes I did have some bonds that were real and true ......

I was glad that at least I had earned some of the people who might not be there with me in my happy times or in my normal days but would surely stay by me in my difficult times no matter what .....

After they came there Nusha and gang was left with no option but to wait till they would get a free pass to carry on with their shitty motives ......

Meanwhile, Pratik and Beera both were trying to boost my moral and trying to lighten up my mood and get me to speak something ...... I don't know how long it was maybe a little more than half a hour it was that they were sitting with me ......

Also, they did tell me that it was late evening and the other task was shifted to the next day and would be conducted next afternoon ......

This information made me realize that I'd have to stay this way maybe till the night the next day ...... Also, I was hungry and tired and not to mention completely drained ........

I was sure the others would neither let me sleep nor eat ...... My only hope now was Nishant and Pratik cause Teju whom I wished would have done much and almost everything for me had already walked off leaving me stranded on my bed for people to oggle me and make me feel like shit once more .......

I don't understand why do most people think that its only a woman who can get sexually harassed and has the right to say not to any kind of advancements from men that make her uncomfortable or are against her wish .......

Why don't they get it that even a man can feel uncomfortable by the stares, presence, words and advancements of women that might be thrown upon him without his will ...... Even a man has the right to say No .......

The world assumed to be patriarchal and thus making it tough for a women to survive as she is caught in the chains of preset norms for her which she needs to abide by ......

Why don't people understand that the society being patriarchal also leads to a lot of pressures on male and also takes away so many essential  rights from him .....

Like a man is supposed to be the one filling the stomach of the family and keeping it protected ..... Thus, making it look like he needs no support or protection ......

There are vile stereotypes like men should not cry, they should not be shy, they cannot be weak and so onn ......

Also, it's assumed that all men love and enjoy female attention and they have their sexual needs they need to fulfill thus denying them the right to say no to female advancement towards them .....

I really am not against the fact that women do not face problems due to the societal norms but I strongly believe that its not only the women who face problems ......

Yes, the society is changing  but people like Nusha and her gang are the ones who do let the society advance and progress socially towards a more open minded and less judgemental world .......

Well all my thoughts came to a hault and all expectations went crashing down as I saw Nishant and Pratik both had stood up and were bidding me adieu as they were about to leave me back in my old pathetic state ........

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For now this is it .....will be back soon ..... Till then take care and have fun ......