Solace

Care and concern 2

Hello dear readers .......

I know aap logon ne bohot wait kiya hai ...... But I was helpless watty was letting me write ...... But here I am with a chhotusa part ...... Will be back soon with more ....... 

Recap:

I know getting over a breakup is a tough job ...... Not everyone can get over it ...... But you ..... you made it work .... Believe me ..... I know ..... what it feels like .......

When I had my last breakup ..... Almost, almost everyone in my group gave up on me and turned a deaf ear after a while. It had been tremendously sad but I had some friends who stood by, each and every minute.

Im sure you too must have had those few ...... For them u must stay strong .... I know right now they are not here for you today ..... But for today ......

Just today .... Let me be one ..... "

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Continuation:

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Teju's POV:

(Yes, I did tell him this, maybe because I knew that he was in a subconscious state due to the heavy dose of pain killers for fever and head ache and also he was given anti - depressants ...... So ....... I knew he would hardly be able to recall anything of the present time when he wakes up tomorrow .....)

KK's POV:

Mann hi mann soche hue ......

After all that happened at the place of task here I am sitting in the medical room
...... As still as a statue .......
Doctor aaye mujhe check kiya, phir Teju ..... Sorry, I mean Tejasswi ko check kiya aur usse hi hum dono ke liye saare medicines aur instructions dekar chale gaye ....... bas chale gaye ......

Leaving the two of us alone ..... He had asked her to make me speak ..... Some how get my thoughts out ....
At first I thought she would just ignore that advice ...... But no I was wrong in predicting her again .......

Yaar ye ladki poori out of syllabus hai mere liye ...... Agar main sochta hoon yeh  phategi toh ye humdard ban jaati hai ..... Main iski hamdardi pana chahun toh yeh phatkaar deti hai ......

Abb bhi jab mujhe laga ke ye mujhe ignore karegi toh here she is asking me to give her once chance to be that one friend I can open up infront of without being judged ....... Abb toh mujhe khud samajh nahin aa raha ki main ..... Kya kahoon mein iss ladki ke bare mein ......

Tejasswi ..... The girl I once wished to have for life ...... Now, although there with me at my weakest but I cannot break infront of her ...... Cause now she is the forbidden love that I would never be able to get .......

I so wanted to just leave the house and walk out ..... The house had started suffocating and the inmates getting on my nerves ........

But iske aane ke baadisey dekhne ke baad aur khaas kar iss task mein mere saath jo kuch hua uske baad mera dil mein main bas yahi chahta hoon ki main sab kuch bhool kar uss se apna saara dard baat loon .....

Par chaha kar bhi naa main koi reaction de sakta hoon usse aur naa hi kuch bol sakta hoon till we finish with our torture task and I end up in the nominated and unsafe contestants for elimination ......

Jaanta hoon ye main nahin lag raha hounga poori duniya ko ...... Kyunke poori duniya .... Mere fans ..... Dost, yaar, family sab ko bas KK ka bold angry young man wala, stud wala, roadies wala side pata hai ......

Pata nahin kyun sab yeh bhool jaate hain ki main bhi ek insaan hoon ..... Main bhi weak pad sakta hoon ..... Iss waqt yeh aisa hi ek weak moment hai meri life ka jahaan mein physically, mentally aur emotionally tortured hoon ......

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Flashback .......

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Right at the start of the task ...... Anusha came towards me and ............ And she slyly covered the only camera of the area by her back towards it ....... And ..... And .......

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For now this is it .....will be back soon ..... Till then take care and have fun ......