Chapter Nineteen; I'm Imagining Things

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I woke up traumatized, I slightly rolled over and noticed that there was no one next to me? How, Jason was here with me the whole night? I sighed and a small tear rolled down my cheek, the sheet was cold, I actually thought he would stay?

The images of me nearly being raped flashed into my head making me shake in fear.

I wiped the tear and, at the same time,  tried to erase the images of Jason kissing some other girl, it hurt me, I don't know why I should care so much.

I think I'm beginning to fall for Jason!

I slapped myself, I'm so stupid! Why on earth did I even like these two boys? First Jared, now my childhood bestfriend, well isnt my life perfect! Note the sarcasm...

Just when I was about to cry again my door squeaked open and Jason walked in with a plate full of pancakes, I smiled. I was so glad he didn't leave!

"Morning Mel." He said passing me the plate and kissing my cheek, and I couldn't help but mentally note how cute he could be, I wonder what life would be like if he was my boyfriend..

I'm so Stupid, this is his charm affecting me. Isn't it?

"Morning." I spoke, but it came out as a whisper.

"I made you breakfast!" he spoke with a smile which I couldn't help but return.

"Thank you Jase, The last time you did that you gave me a mud soup..." I said softly laughing at the memory, popping the pancake in my mouth and moaning in delight as the soft syruppy (is that even a word?) flavour spread across my eager tongue.

He blushed, I looked at him and smirked

"Are you blushing Jason?" I laughed

"Shut up Mel" he said playfully punching me, I laughed

As I took another bite I felt a sudden strike of pain on my wrist, I flinched and looked down, I had a red mark, I scrunched my face up in confusion.

Jason realised as he softly took my wrist into the palm of his hand, his eyes turned a very dark shade of blue.

"Did he do this?" Jason Growled

I then remembered yesterday again and his face came flashing back into my mind, He must of done this when pinning me down to the bed.

"I think so" I said looking into the deadly stare of him

"I'M GOING TO FUCKING MURDER THAT IDIOT" He shouted and Jared ran in

"What the hell?" He moaned, he looked a mess, he hadn't been sleeping and his hair was all over the place.

"Why are you shouting?" He groaned once realising nothing had happened

"Look at what that prick Zack did to her" Jason growled as Jared scanned my wrist

Now his eyes turned a deep shade of green, and inbetween the glares I was shaking with fear

"Thats it" Jared said turning around

"JARED" I shouted as loud as I could

"What?" He said at my sudden shout

"Please, don't, don't stoop down to his level" I spoke

"But" he said

"NO!, You will get hurt and I don't need that" I said and he sighed and nodded walking back into his room

But I knew very well that wasn't the end of this

"You know what I need to calm down and you need to relax, so I'm going to take you out!" Jason said getting up

"Where?" I asked

"I don't know yet but come on!" He said and I sighed

I got up and as he left the room I got dressed into a pair of tight skinny blue jeans and a black babydoll top, I popped on my heels and began to curl my hair into waves

There was a knock on my door and I watched as Renee entered the room

"Hey Melanie, Wan't any help, I'm bored" she said taking the curlers and entwining them in my hair

"So, hows you and Jared?" I asked and she turned a deep shade of red

"Well, yesterday at the party, he just came right up to me pinned me against the wall, kissed me and all he whispered was 'You Belong With Me'" She said and I gasped

"What do you think he means by that?" She spoke softly

"He wants you Renee, its so obvious, he really likes you, infact I guarantee he feels more than that, and you can't always be afraid of life"

"I'm not ready for a big relationship" She whispered continuing to curl my hair

"Thats what your telling yourself, you love him don't you" I said as she turned the curlers off

She buried her face in her hands as she sat down and she sighed

"Yes" She whispered in defeat

"THEN GO TELL HIM" I shouted and she looked up

"Its not that simple" She spoke

"YES IT IS" I shouted back and she smiled

"Look who's talking" She smirked

"Shh" I hushed her as she shook her head waving and leaving the room

I left the room behind her after grabbing my phone and crashed right into Jasons chest, he held my waist holding it to steady me.

He chuckled as I blushed

"You Ready?" He whispered and I nodded

"Anywhere you really want to go?" He asked

"I'm in the mood for a smoothie" I said and he grinned

"That is why your my bestfriend" He said pumping his fists into the air

I laughed and we hopped into the car and set off..

Withing half an hour we were there, I hopped out and we walked into the smoothie bar, it was empty but it was one of those retro diners, 

"They have amazing smoothies and milkshakes" He whispered wrapping his arm around my waist

I giggled scanning down the menu as we sat down in front of each other

The waitress came over "How may I help you?" she asked winking at Jason

"Uh A Banana and Strawberry Milkshake Please" He said to her and she smiled

"Of course, and you" she said plainly staring at me, looking me up and down, as I shifted uncomfortably in my seat

"A mango and passionfruit smoothie please" I said looking anywhere but her

"Coming up, but whats your name" She asked Jason

Jason smirked as he clearly noticed the jealousy spread on my face as I glared at her

"My Name Is Harry" He lied and she grinned, I tried my best to contain my laughter

"Well Harry" She purred, "Here is my number" she said passing him a piece of paper

He winked as she walked off and as soon as she did he threw the paper out of the window, I laughed

"Some Girls" He tutted making my laugh

"Not Me" I said with a baby voice, he winked 

"Never you baby" He said and sparks flew out in my body, before I could say anything else, he leaned in and kissed me, our lips mashed together and there was no movement it was just a beautiful kiss, we parted and I kept my eyes closed for a couple of minutes

"Mel?" I heard Jason say

I looked around, and I realised he hadn't actually kissed me, I'm so stupid I'm now imagining things

"Your drinks here, you kind of zoned out" He said chuckling and I just laughed nervously slurping the heavnly drink..

And As I did, I realised something

.... I love Jason....

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