Bad Boy Playground (h.s)

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I have this neighbor that always seems to catch me at my worse moments.

I don't know what it is. It's like a force that just pulls him towards me when I'm dicking around. Every embarrassing thing I do he's always front row and it's starting to get awkward.

Like right now for instance.

I'm wearing a very cute black blazer with a sexy lacy bra and fishnets. It's Halloween yet this man is looking at me like I'm a prostitute. Everyone knows Halloween is the one day a year women can dress like total sluts and not be judged for it. That's a quote from Mean Girls.

This dude cannot get his eyes of my tits.
It's dreadful truly.

I'm about to go ham on this MF but I see Emmas car pull up and I'm truly terrified. I've only ridden with Emma once and she almost drove us off the road. I remember the side of my door scrapping against the fern bushes and praying.

Running - like a lady - towards the left hand side of her car, I see Leah already in the passenger seat and dread fills me. If she brings up Harry I'm gonna lose it and maybe punch her in the face.

"What's up?" I ask skidding my ass into the back seat. "Where's Monte?"

Monte hasn't texted me in a week. I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing by giving her space but I don't want to pressure her while she's making such a rough decision. Between Liam being a dick and her parents maybe disowning her if they find out she's pregnant, she doesn't need my opinion on something that isn't my business. If she needs me I'll be there 100% but I don't want her to feel like I'm judging or pushing her into something she doesn't want. I don't know if that's the right decision tho... like should I just be with her or does she want to be alone? I don't know. I'll try calling her tonight and seeing how she is; I just feel horrible about the whole situation.

"She said her parents are having a dinner party so she can't come. I talked to her Friday and she seemed blue." Emma says looking through the rear view mirror.

"I mean it's not like she can drink anyway." Leah mumbles under her breath and it's taking everything in my not to whack her in the face.

Just let it go Hope, it's gonna be a long night. Breathe. Be zen. Think about what they tell you in therapy. Puppy's and unicorns and all that bullshit.

"You look so cute Emma!" I say instead pretending I didn't hear Leahs crap.

"Awe thanks!" She exclaims. "I tried to go very Tom Cruise! I mean without the Scientology cult stuff." She smiles and winks into the mirror.

I can't help but laugh. She definitely looks very Tom Cruise in her bomber jacket and green bodysuit. I didn't even look at Leahs but now that I'm gracing her with my attention I see the fake blood and fangs. Sexy vampire isn't a bad idea actually.

Girl talk fills the car as we drive to Niall's. He drives me nuts but his house is always empty so he has the most insane parties. Hopefully Harry's there and we can sneak away...

As soon as we park the car, I'm sprinting out of it. I'm in need of a drink. Teenagers fill the lawn and all the creepy decorations that are outside only add to the ambiance of a Halloween party.

The first thing I see as I make it through the door are Jell-O shots. I take three. It's tradition to get wasted on Halloween and fuck around so that's what I intend to do. It's been a trying few months and junior year hasn't been all sugar and bunnies. I need some antidepressants.

Speaking off drugs... Niall walks by with a bowl filled with who knows what kind of pills. All I know is his shit is good and I could use a pick me up. Walking up behind him as he talks up some poor blonde, I being so stealthy grab a light pink pill and pop it into one of my jellos.