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Painful! (3-Feb-23)

Anneyong...
How are my maniacs doing?
I'm back as usual.
But did anyone miss me? 😁.
Anyways, so here's a piece about Lost Love and the pain that comes with that.
Please do vote and comment.

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Painful!

I love this Pain!
It teaches me well,
Showing the wrong.
It guides me to hell,
Showing the right.
It's hard to endure,
Feels like a kill.
It gives me scars,
Upon my burning scars.

I love this Pain!
It hurts me more,
To heal the old.
The moment I cry,
It tears me apart.
Like thousands of thorns,
It wounds my heart.
Mind goes blank,
My heart just sank.
What, why and how?
We could never ask.

I love this Pain!
It hits the pause,
Of your daily world.
It blocks the light,
Your vision gets dark.
It's a gift of love,
Or the heaven above.
Of the moments that were spent,
Of the journey that went.
With your courtesy,
That didn't last long.

I love this Pain!
But waiting with patience,
I would write a song.
Sometimes the pain pauses,
Sometimes it pauses me.
Sometimes pausing life,
Sometimes I just let it be.
If something is broken,
Light enters within.
I break myself into shreds,
For Lucius to enter me.

I love this Pain!
Is it meaningful, I ponder?
Gave away him to the other.
But, who wanted to leave?
Is it me or him? How, I wonder!
Suffocating it is..
Difficult enough to breathe.
Choking my voice,
Do I need to think twice?
Not anymore I can bare.
I'm not the one to share.

I love this Pain!
I beg for mercy,
But none would hear.
I've lost everything,
Now nothing to fear.
You make it so much easier,
For my way out of this world.
You're making it harder,
To breathe, this heavier.
Please! Please! I beg,
not in a different way either.

I love this Pain!
Is it making me weaker?
Or is it making me stronger?
Is it showing me light?
Making my world darker.
I need some help, A lot in real.
As the same as you're giving the other.
Please come back to me.
Please be my light again.
Without you, I can't survive,
This life would go in vain.

btsmania07

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Hello, my Lovely Maniacs.
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