Random Scribbles

Why do I like you? (1-Mar-2023)

Hello, My Maniacs!
Yes, it's been late. But this month will have many posts.. 😊
So here is another random rambling of my mind.
Sometimes we question what we are up to. But many times we hold back without any answers. So here's a situation like that.

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Why do I like you?

Why do I like you?
Your fake words.
Your fake promises.
Your fake identity.
The fake pics that you share.
As I adore all of them?
Knowing even the fake ones are not for me.

Why do I like you?
Looking at the pic, like you are mine.
The way your eyes twinkle,
Like the black pearls within the shell.
The way soft smiles curve up your lips.
The way hour hair is easily messed up.
Knowing all that is probably not you.

Why do I like you?
After millions of broken promises.
Millions of unanswered questions.
Millions of lies maybe all of them.
Millions of ignored pleas.
Millions of thorns pricking my wounded heart.
Knowing that all I crave, is not reality.

Why do I like you?
After you showed me I'm unwanted.
After you mentioned me as a stranger.
After you questioned me about my love.
After you hurt me, now and then.
After you ruined me, day and again.
Knowing that things will never change between us.

Why do I like you?
That doing so is not leading us anywhere.
That saying the truth doesn't even matter.
That being loyal is just thrown away.
That being available is taken for granted.
That being together is just a daydream.
Knowing that it's a never-ending dilemma.

Why do I like you?
Is it because you give me false hopes?
Is it the false moments I enjoy?
Is it the lust that binds us?
Is it the love I'm begging for?
Is it this togetherness, like none other?
Knowing this is what you wanted.

Why do I like you?
Even after I'm bruised and battered.
Even after I know I'm just begging.
Even after I know I'm unable to sustain.
Even after I know this is what is real.
Even after I know I'll perish in the process.
Knowing that things will never change.

Why do I like you?
Knowing that you'll never be mine.
Knowing that I'm not your 'The One'
Knowing that you are resisting me much.
Knowing that what you want is someone else.
Knowing that I'm not your priority anymore.
Knowing that this is our only Sad reality.

@btsmania07

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Hello My Maniacs!
** So here's the first one for the day.
** Many more to come today. Here there and everywhere.
** Yes, will post the FFs starting today.
**Maybe it'll be a monthly update, to begin with.
**Hope you all enjoy and keep supporting as usual.
**Borahae Armies. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

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