The same day
Augustus
I needed to leave. It hurts so badly to see her like that! But for now I am too tired to listen my angry girlfriend.
She didn't mean anything she said, but still her words triggered.
◇ Flashback 1 ◇
I am sitting at the rock and thinking about her. How is she doing? When will I see her at next time?
'Unit 1... the bombs seen at 200 meters!! Be aware, enemies around the corner!!'
I wish I could call for her. To make sure that she is fine. I may as well write a letter for her...
Hazel
I don't have a much time. I just wanted to tell that I do love you so much. You're my everything. If something could happen for you I could be died inside...
'Unit 1 Wilson and Waters send a message so we know that you're not dead!'
Wilson : Hey I know that you miss your girlfriend, but we really need to go.
... sorry It was one of mates, he says we need to go. But I want to complete that letter before. It has been 6 months without you now. I miss you...
'Unit 1 this is the last warning. Move or you will be dead. The enemy is getting closer and closer!!!'
Wilson : Yeah really Waters. You will complete that letter when we are at the safe spot again. I am sure that Hazel will understand. She is not stupid!
... How have you been doing at lately? My life at here have been kinda decend. New false alarms, warnings, preparing for the another attack.
Wilson : Hey we really need to leave now. There is a bomb at sky - - -
What Hey Wilson what happ...
◇ End of the flashback ◇
Frannie : Hey Gus is everything alright. You're shaking! Hey look at me and breath gently. Please inhale 6 times and the exhale a long breath with counting to 8 at the same time.
5 minute later
Yeah everything is fine. Thanks for you. How's Hazel? I just needed to leave.
Frannie : yes she is better. Of course in shock but will be fine. She will understand.
Really? Is she still angry with me?
Frannie : No... she apologied for her behavior and asked If you could sit there with her?
Yes I will go. Once again thanks for helping me with panic attack.
Frannie : Seriously no problem. I know the feeling of ptsd too well.
♡♡♡
Hazel
I felt someone to lay next to me. He keeps me close to him, like seeing a nightmares.
I know that it's Gus. And I am happy that being close to me makes him feel to be safe 🫶🏻.
Now it's easier for me to fell asleep too.
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My traumatized heart
FanfictionHazel is traumatized after the accident of Augustus. 'It took a forever for my mom to walk to my room. When she reached it she still was crying. She cried when she said one name. At that one moment my whole world crumbled down. I thought I was goin...
