7 months before... (hazel's imagination)
I feel like I could be drowning. There is so much pain and I am not able to open my eyes.... I feel myself too tired.
I do hear a lot voices around me and so many Beeb - - - Beeb - - - Beeb. I must be at the hospital. But what happened for me??
Huh... was that the voice of my boyfriend... and my dad and mom. Why are they speaking about military and combat??
Someone pressed his lips at mine and said my name after that. Who was that person and why am I not able to breathe on my own. What is that discusting tube on my nose? Where is my nasal canula?
There is so many questions... but not amy answers given for me.
Yeah about the kiss, in case you're wondering, I have notised that the person kisses my lips a several times on daily. I don't know why.
Why I can't just wake up??!
This is umfair... I want to see my family again! I need to see them so I know that I have not become a mentally ill.
What's wrong with me.
Are these just voices in the darkness?
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6 months before (the real time-line)
Frannie
Hazel has been sedated for a months now. Doctors are discussing about the switch off the monitors. That's so wrong. Augustus just got back from Britain a couple weeks ago.
He is so worried about her. He doesn't leave Hazel's side for a second. He just sits next to her for a days, hours, minutes. He is so angry for the doctors.
And so it Michael. When my dear husband became home he straight away ran to my daughters hospital room. He is the best dad Hazel could ever wish for. When she was a little it was a dad over a mom. She has always been a Daddy's girl. I have never known how to be a mother.
Everyone keeps asking from me 'what happened for Hazel?' But I don't know... okay her lungs just collapsed!! She went to coma. I am not a medical professional I am a sergeant a soldier. Yes I am also saving people but a whole different way.
I am her mother, not a nurse whos job is to medically save her.
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My traumatized heart
Hayran KurguHazel is traumatized after the accident of Augustus. 'It took a forever for my mom to walk to my room. When she reached it she still was crying. She cried when she said one name. At that one moment my whole world crumbled down. I thought I was goin...
