ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ - ɢ. ᴏᴄʜᴏᴀ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄ (COMPLETED)

- eleven -

Valentina's pov:

We're in the car and it's just silent. I just want to cry again. Maybe I'm being dramatic and he's telling the truth but this is not the first time he's done this.

Flashback:

1 year ago

Valentina's pov :

I hear my phone ringing and see that it's memo calling me. What? That's weird. It's 3 am what does he want? I don't really want to answer but I decide to.

"Hola?" I say into the phone.

"Vale?" He says clearly drunk

"E-eh-estas libr-e" He asks slurring his words

"Memo, que quieres a esta hora?" I say annoyed because I'm still mad at him for just leaving me.

"Vale, ven al bar Angelo. Estoy aquí esperándote. Quiero verte, por favor. Te extraño. Extraño tu cara, tus manos, tus labios, tus ojos, tus beso-" He says before I cut him off

"Memo, estás boracho?" I ask annoyed but pleased at his words.

"Claro que no. Porfa ven al bar. Aquí te espero, te quiero besar. Perdóname por lo que pas-" He says before the phone cuts off.

"Memo?" "Memo?" I say but not answer. Fuck im not going he's just drunk I say in my head laying back in my bed. Im trying to distract myself but I can't stop thinking about him. Fuck this man has me fucked up.

I get up and put on jeans and a top. It's 3am and freezing cold so I put on a sweater on. I finally leave the house and drive off.

I arrive at the bar and could see him through the window. Not dead. Just like I thought. He's with a group of people. Im still contemplating going in or not. I decide fuck it, I have nothing to loose because he's drunk and probably won't even remember this.

I get out and start to walk in. I open the door and turn my head to my left and see memo. I start walking up to him.

Memos pov:

I called vale to come because I miss her but she's not here yet. I'm very wasted but I don't that this feeling is right. I'm looking around the bar for her but no sign of her. I feel someone come up to me. Someone kissed me. I kiss back and say "I've missed you" then open my eyes.

Valentina's pov:

I was walking up to memo when someone went up to him and kissed him. "I've missed you" he says to her. What? Is he serious right now? Is this why he wanted me to come? So he could flex a girlfriend? But he just told me- never-mind. I just kinda freeze and stare until I see memo turn his head to my direction. Fuck.

I immediately walk out and can feel memo following me "Vale, déjame explicar" he says while I'm just dying to get to my car "No se necesita una explicación" I say getting to my car and looking for my keys "Vale, espera. No sabía quien er-" "Found them" I say cutting him off and unlocking my car "Vale, espera. No se quieren era. Solo te quiero a ti" He says holding car door open as I'm already in the car "Memo, te creó pero ya no estamos juntos. So no me tiene que importar quien te besa." I say trying to close the door but he's a lot stronger then me and holds it open "Vale, preciosa escúchame. Yo quiero estar contigo. Nomas contigo" He says with a tear and I want to be with him to. I say "Eso ya me lo dijiste. Y te quería creer pero nunca haces una esfuerza para enseńar lo. Yo te esperé y espere pero nunca me diste una repuesta" I say and his grip weakens and I finally get the door back.  "Perdóname vale" he says as I close the door. I want to just kiss him but even if he doesn't know who that is why has he never made an effort to try and get me back. He never shows that he wants me. I just don't want someone who is not sure what they even want.

End of flashback:

Present time:

Valentina's pov:

"Ya llegamos vale" says memo snapping me out of my thoughts. "Oh, gracias" I say opening the door which he didn't ry to open for me this time. "De nada. I'll see you around." He says before I get out of the car. I stand there like a clueless child. I'm waiting for something but I just don't know what or why. Fuck I don't want to loose him. "Estas bien?" He asks wondering why I haven't gone into my house. Fuck this. I open the car door and get in. I kiss him passionately and hug him "Gracias, te amo y te voy a extrañar. Ojalá que puédanos encontrarnos otra vez" i say and look at him before kissing him again. Fuck I don't want to go but I know it's for the best.

"Yo también te amo y yo se que nos vamos a encontrar otra vez." he says and the tears fall. Fuck. I get out of the car and start walking to my door. I can't even find my keys because my eyes are so watery. Found them. I open the door and look back to see memo still waiting so I wave at him. I walk inside and immediately flop to my couch. Ay memo porque nos pasan estas cosas a nosotros? Every time something goes right another thing has to go wrong. I think I might have overreacted but I need to know for sure that she wasn't lying before I let my heart be broken even more.

Why won't shit just workout for us. It's my fault but I need to know he doesn't have other women he's fucking with. I close my eyes and can't help but think that i might i've just lost my soulmate. I start crying until I pass out. I don't even make it to my bed.

-sorry for spelling mistakes-