-Nineteen-

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It's been about 5 months since that night with memo. No, I haven't moved on but I've healed a bit. I don't feel like dating anymore. I just need time to me. I've never been alone and it feels wierd. I mean me and memo started basically dating when we where born. It's wierd not having him around. It reminds me of when we didn't speak for a year. That year was so painful because I couldn't get over it and I still haven't but I've had a lot of time to think about what I want.

I've been spending time with myself and my friends. I don't need a boyfriend. I just need me. Today I have to go to a red carpet event for Telemundo and I'm excited because I know its going to be a fun night. I need to keep myself distracted or else my mind will go straight to memo.

"Ya estás lista?" Says bruna walking into my dressing room "Of course. I'm just getting the last minute touches done" I say as she sits down next to me "Oooo you look good" I say looking her up and down "Well, duh" she says sarcastically and we both laugh.

"15 minutes" says one of the staff walking in and walks back out. I'm honestly just excited for the after party. I get to drink and chill with all of my friends and party. "Ya es tiempo" says the same guy coming in to take us to the carpet.

Me and bruna are walking it together because why not? Neymar is also here but he said he didn't want to walk it so he's waiting for us in the back. I get out of the car and immediately the lights start flashing. I haven't been in the public eye for 5 months. No one knows why but I just disappeared. No one was expecting me to be here tonight because I haven't been in attendance at any kind of event in 5 months but I decided I should get back to it.

Flashing lights are hitting my eyes and now I can barely see. I make it into the carpet with bruna behind me. I stop to get interviewed "Hola Valentina. Como as estado? No te emos visto en unos meses." "Muy bien! A estado trabajando cosas personales pero ya a regresado" i say to the nice interviewer "Y como es tu relación con Kylian Mbappe?" He asks and I want to laugh because ever since me and memo broke up, people think I'm dating Kylian. I'm not, I swear. Kylian is my best friend.

Not that it matters but he's just like one of my girlfriends. I tell him my boy problems and ask him what I should wear. I wouldn't date him like at all. At times he acts like he wants me in front of memo to fuck with him but he doesn't actually want me. I promise.

"Ah, kylian es mi mejor amigo. Es como mi comadre" i say and we both laugh. Just to make it clear that we're just friends "Y memo?" He asks and I just stayed silent for a second then my publicist comes and says "Ya es tiempo. Gracias por su tiempo." She says to him and I add "Gracias. Hasta luego." I walk away to the next interviewer and I'm hoping they won't ask about memo. They care more about my personal relationship than my career.

"Y cuando va a salir tu película?" Ask one interviewer and I go up to them because they're actually asking about my career. THANK YOU. "Todavia no hay un día pero ojalá pronto" i say with a bright smile "Y es verdad que memo era novio de Leticia y luego regreso contigo?" Says the interviewer and it caught me so off guard. Like blank fucking stare. "Ah-n-" "Eso es suficiente" says my publicist cutting me off.

I smile and wave as I'm walking away "Gracias" I say. I walk back and decide not to answer any questions because none of them are questions i want to answer.

Bruna comes up to me and says "They're fucking annoying" "Very" I agree with her "We look so fucking good" she says as the lights are flashing for us "A lil too good" I say "People don't deserve to see us" I add and she nods in agreement.

It feels so good when people shout my name. I love knowing my hard work pays off and people enjoy my work. Me and bruna are posing for the camera when I look to my left and see him.

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