ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ - ɢ. ᴏᴄʜᴏᴀ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄ (COMPLETED)

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-Welcome to 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪- A Guillermo Ochoa Fanfic-
-By hisonlynightmare-
-Both Spanish and English used - if you need translation please lmk!!-
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Flashback:
Year: 2008

Valentina's Pov:

"Como? Esto es el fin? Nomas así?" Le digo a mi novio de 5 años que me acaba de dar información que hizo que mi corazón se me quebrara.

"Creo que es lo mejor por ahorita" Me dice en una voz triste y con una mirada de remordimiento.

"Porque? Ayer estábamos muy bien, qué pasó?" Pregunto confundida porque no emos tenido problemas como para que terminemos.

Si, desde que el empezó a jugar profesional a sido más difícil. Tiene muchas responsabilidades que toma mucho de su tiempo, especialmente ahorita que todavía esta en el principio de su carera. Pero eso nunca a sido un problema para mi.

"No es así, Yo te amo con todo mi corazón pero nomas es muy difícil balancear todo ahorita. Por favor dame tiempo para solucionar todo, no te quiero perder pero ahorita no es un buen tiempo para que yo esté en una relación. Perdóname."

No sabía que decir. Me quedé callada. Me sentía entumida y como que alguien me rompió el corazón de mi pecho.

"Dime algo por favor. Lo estoy haciendo para no lastimarte" Me dijo.

"Para no lastimarme? Enserio Memo? Tú crees que esto es no lastimarme?" Le dije en voz alta baja.

"Es lo mejor por ahorita. Entiéndeme por favor." Me dijo con voz casi llorando.

Me sentí mal por hablar le así. Pero no sabia que decir. Mi corazón está roto. Nomas empece a llorar ahí. Tengo miedo te perder a memo. Lo a conocido desde que teníamos 6 años cuando mi familia se movió de Acapulco a Guadalajara. A sido mi amigo casi toda mi vida y me rompe el corazón que ya no es mi novio pero no lo quiero perderlo como amigo. Creo que va ser impossible verle la cara. Aunque sea por ahorita.

Me agarro en sus brazos y me dijo "Te prometo que en tiempo vamos a regresar juntos. Nomas no quiero lastimarte en modo de que yo no pueda verte o hablar contigo porque ahorita tengo mucho en mi plato. Eso no es justo a ti. No quiero estar en una relación, si no te puedo dar mi 100. No es justo."

Ahí nos quedamos por unos minutos. Mis lagrimas no paraban. Los ojos de memo estaban rojos por llorar pero el estaba llorando callado.

End of flashback.

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Intro: Valentina:

Hola, I'm Valentina Lucero Rodriguez, I am a Mexican actress. I act in both Spanish and English movies because I'm fluent in both. I was born and raised in Mexico. I started acting when I was 17 years old(2003). My career took of pretty quickly. Some of my most popular roles are Guadalupe in Rebelde (2004) , Nia in La familia Peluche (2003), and Jay in Bring It On: All or Nothing(2006) (all made up characters). My family is originally from Acapulco, Guerrero but we moved to Guadalajara, Jalisco when i was 6 years old. There I met my best friend Guillermo Ochoa. We were always inseparable growing up. We went to school together and started dating in 2003 at 17. He became my boyfriend and our relationship was so good. Even though we were still young we knew what we had. I knew he was my soulmate in every way that one could be a soulmate.

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Present time:
Year: 2010

I was sitting at the fireplace drowning in my own thoughts. Just thinking about how much my life changed. About how me and memo didn't get back together. How even though i lost his as my boyfriend, it hurt to loose him as a friend as well. We had grown up together, it felt weird not seeing or talking to him.

I haven't seen him in almost a year. We're "friends", but I honestly don't consider us friends. We don't ever talk and I don't ever see him but when I do see him it's still so awkward. It's never been the same since. I cant lie that sometimes i avoid him because it still hurts every time I see him.

How could it not? Knowing that he's not mine anymore. That I can't just call him or see him whenever I want. It sucks but he also hasn't reached out to talk about us yet. Maybe he needs more time. Sometimes, I feel stupid for still believing his words.

"Te prometo que en tiempo vamos a regresar juntos."

Every time I think of thoose words I want to fall in a ditch in a die. I mean it's been two years but he made a promise. Was he lying? Am I overthinking it? Is two years not a lot for a break?

Am I dumb for waiting for him to tell me that us will happen again? I don't want to move on because I'm not ready and I thought he meant what he said. How much longer am I supposed to wait? How much longer does he need?

I don't even know if he wants me anymore. I mean it's been TWO YEARS. I don't want to just sit here waiting. As much as I would wait for him forever, it's becoming exhausting. I obviously wait because I'm in love with him, i have been since we we're kids. I don't want to let go knowing that he could still be holding on but it's getting more hard to wait.

I know he's THE one and thinking about that makes me feel better at times but in reality this feels like a normal breakup. I think it's hurting me more just waiting for him and him not even communicating anything. How do you want soemone but don't talk to them for months on months. I always say I should move on because it's been so long but it's my biggest fear. I don't want to loose him but I'm loosing hope for us.