ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ - ɢ. ᴏᴄʜᴏᴀ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄ (COMPLETED)

-four-

Next day:

I woke up with headache, i sat up and realized this wasn't my room but MEMOS ROOM. What the fuck happened? I start panicking trying to remember what happened. I only remember drinking and him saying he missed our friendship or something. I think I got upset and drank even more. I was pretty drunk already from earlier that night so that made it worst. After that I don't remember anything. How did I end up in his room?

I stand up and realize I'm wearing my dress still so I assume nothing like THAT happened. I walk into his bathroom and wash my face. I didn't even know what to do next. I could barely move because of my headache. I slowly walk outside of memo's door when i look down the stairs and see him making breakfast.

I don't wanna face him. What if I did something weird last night. What if I tried to fuck him? That would happen. He probably hates me. I gain the courage to go down because if I don't I'm stranded here anyways.

"Good morning" says memo while looking up at me. "Morning" I say shyly because I have no idea what's going on. I walk down to him and sit down in chair on his island. "Do you have advil?" I ask him. He passes me the advil bottle and some water. "Umm so, what happened last night?" I ask kind of embarrassed "Nothing" he says kind of cold. I don't want to ask again honestly. He doesn't sound happy. I might be overthinking his tone tho.

"Did we yk?" I ask "No" he says and hands me a plate with some eggs and pancakes on it. I was not hungry I felt like barfing but I didn't wanna make fuss. It was an awkward morning, i didn't know what to say. "How'd you sleep?" He asks sitting down next to me. I look a lover at him and say "Good, your bed is comfy" I say while taking a bite of my eggs "Good" he says. "Where did you sleep?" I ask because I don't think we slept in the same bed "Couch next to you" he says with a smile "Oh sorry" I say embarrassed. "It's okay i choose to sleep there because you were really drunk. I was scared you would die on me or something. I needed to keep an eye on you" he says then yawns "Thank you and sorry for being a bother" I say wanting to die of embarrassment "It's okay, don't worry as long as you're okay" He says and i smile at him.

We finished eating breakfast and I was doing the dishes while he was in his room. "Hey I have to go to practice. Do you need a ride?" He asks while walking down the stairs in his uniform "Um yes if it's not a bother" I say because he already had done enough "Never" he says and comes up to me washing the dishes at the sink "You don't have to do that" He says standing behind me, towering over me. "Least i could do" I say looking back at him but folded so fast I was blushing and had to look back to doing the dishes or i'd colapse.

I finish the dishes and walk away from the sink while he's still tending behind me. "Why you tuning away?" He says grabbing me by my waist and pulling me back to him "What you want? You're gonna be late to practice" I say removing his hands from my waist. "Don't be like that" he says and i ignore him because he just wants to be friends and friends don't do that.

Memos pov:

I knew she wouldn't remember. How do I tell her now? I don't think she remember anything we talked about last night.

Flashback:
Last night:

We were basically cuddling and I looked up at her. I noticed her necklace, it looked like the one I bought her a couple years back. Before we even started dating. I remember I saved my money to buy it, at the time I still wasn't playing pro and was living of check by check."Te recuerdas cuando te compré un collar así?" I ask her admiring it "Todavía es mi favorita" She say while smiling into my eyes. I noticed she looked down at my lips. We both go silent. I want to kiss her to badly, i notice her being distracted. I want it, I hope she does too. I kissed her. I let my intrusive thoughts win. I expected it to stop immediately but she kissed back.

God I missed this. I pulled away because I snapped out of and realized she was drunk. She pulled me back in but I pulled away again. This is wrong, she won't even remember it. "What's wrong?" She asks innocently "We shouldn't do this" I tell her while getting up from the couch. "Why there's no harm" she says while getting up and almost falling. She surprisingly holds her balance then grabes my face and tired to kiss me but I don't let her kiss me.

"You're too drunk" I say while grabbing her because she's too drunk to move without falling. "I already said I'm fine" she says holding on to me for dear life "Cmon you need to sleep" I say while picking her up bridal style "No I don't, put me down" she says whining "No you need to sleep this drunk off" I say while walking up the stairs with her.

"Oooo your bedroom" she says as i open the door to my bedroom. I lay her down and am about to let go when she pulls me onto her. I'm hovering over her. She tries to kiss me put I keep pulling away. She has a good grip so its hard to get out of it. "Why don't you want to kiss me?" She says with the saddest eyes. "It's not like that" I say while still hovering over her.

"Right, I forgot about what you said earlier." She says kinda sad and lets me go. I remember what i had said "I want to apologize for just kind of cutting you out. I didn't know how to reach out. I was still getting over our breakup and couldn't really face you" I didn't mean it. I only said that because I thought it had been too long and she fell out of love with me. I was wrong but she's too drunk and no matter what I say she won't even remember.

I wish I could tell her that I'm not over her. I never got over her, I just needed time to figure a couple things out. I never wanted to loose her but I knew it would hurt her more if I stayed with her. Things are better now but I don't know how to talk to her about it. I thought she didn't want to be with me anymore. I'm so stupid, i thought I waited too long. I hope I can tell her tomorrow because I don't want to be apart from her any longer.

I finally stand back up. She turns away from me and I could tell she's upset but she's too drunk so it's not even worth explaining right now. I lay down next to her and face her. I lay there for a while admiring her. She's not asleep but she won't open her eyes.

"You still there?" I ask because she hasn't moved. She didn't say anything, she just turned herself away from me. I go closer to her and hug her from behind "Te quiero princesa pero, ni te vas a recordar" i tell her. I see her smile but i wasn't sure if she would remember.

End of flashback:

Valentina's pov: 

I dry my hands and see memo just standing there clueless. Huh? He's the one who said he was over me and just wants us as FRIENDS. Not me. HIM.

"Are we going?" I say and he snapped out of it "Yeah, let's go" he says and grabs the keys. He tries to open the car door for me but I don't let him. I open it and get in. "Where too?" He asks while driving off. "Home" I say and the rest of the car ride we just sang songs. It was nice to have him back.

We finally arrive to my house and I see him unbuckle his seatbelt. About to get out the car to open the door for me. "Don't" I say and open the door myself. "If you say so." He rolls the window down as I get out of the car. "Don't ignore my calls" he says as I'm walking towards my door "Don't forget to call" I say making fun of him.

We wave at each other then he drives off. As much as I want memo to love me again in a romantic way, the friendship way might be better.