"she plays guitar?" wilbur soot x reader

morning

tw's stay the same for every chapter from now on. if theyre gonna be explicit, ill mention a tw.

I wake up, still in Tom's room, just this time, alone. My head hurts like crazy. I look over to his bedside table. Neon numbers tell me what time it is. It's fucking 4am.

I get up, praying to the god that I don't believe in, that I won't fall. I walk out of the room and hear conversation from my room. I walk over to the door to listen.

"Yeah, but she's like a mess. I don't think we should do the meet up if she's in this state." Tom says.
"I'm already here. If I don't get to meet the rest of the SMP, I'm gonna need you to pay for my ticket back." Techno says.
"I think she can decide what's best for her on her own. If we give her the choice, she'll tell us what's best for her." Will says.

Will. Always the caring one.

I head back to Tom's room. My jeans have saved me once again. I grab the foundation I bought and apply it all over my body. My neck, arms, collar bone, shoulders, stomach and a bit on my hips.

I head downstairs to see Joe and Ash cuddled up on the couch, sleeping. They're a bit far from me, but I think Ash is awake, playing with Joe's hair. "I thought you and James were dating!" I whisper-yell. Ash looks at me, a bit stunned. "We are!" he says quite seriously. "I was joking? You are?" I ask, also serious, but still whispering. "NO!" he says a bit louder.

"Good bit though." I whisper. "I know, it gets us views." Ash says with a smile on his face as he turns back to the movie or show they were watching before Joe fell asleep. I decide to join them.

"I used to love The Good Place!" I say, whispering even more as I was sat next to a sleeping man. "I've watched it two times now. It's my zoned out show. I can watch it whenever. It doesn't require much attention from me." Ash says. I nod, agreeing with him.

"Is this the episode where Tahani gives all her money to Jason?" I ask. "Yup. Good guess!" Ash says, smiling at me. I can read what he's thinking. "Do you fancy me?" I ask, quite bluntly. "I did, but when I saw you cuddling with Wilbur, I kind of got over it. I'm not obsessive, so I get over shit like this fast especially if I barely know the person." Ash says.

"I like that." I say, going back to focus on the episode, but my focus doesn't stay there for long. "Do you fancy Wilbur or Techno? Or maybe Joe?" Ash asks. "Not Joe. I bro-zoned him as soon as I woke up in the hospital. I don't think fancy is the word I'd use for either Will or Techno. I'm interested, but no concrete feelings yet." I say, lying a bit.

There are definitely some feelings for Wilbur.

"Aren't there feelings for Wilbur?" Ash asks, furrowing his eyebrows in definite surprise and confusion. "I don't know, Ash. It's like there's something there but also nothing there at all, you know?" I say, throwing my arms up in the air. "No, I actually don't. I always know when there's something there with a person." Ash says, looking back at the TV.

I do the same without furthering the conversation.

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We just finished the whole fucking show. I mean, we started in the middle of it, but still. It's now almost 7am, so Ash wakes up Joe while I go upstairs to my room to check on the others. To go to my room, I need to go through the kitchen, past the front door and up the stairs, but I stop at the front door. "Ash! Do you have a spare?" I ask. "Course." he answers.

Joe sits on the couch and yawns while Ash gets up and walks towards me. We head out, each shivering as we walk away from the door. It's freezing. Ash grabs a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and hands me one. I hold it in between my fingers and wait for the lighter.

I hop around a bit because of the cold, but eventually take my first hit. Relief flows through my body as I exhale. "Reminds me of the first time we met, no?" Ash says with a slight giggle. "Feels like centuries ago..." I say with a smile. We each finish our cigarettes and head back inside. I'm surprised I didn't get hypothermia.

I take off my boots and run upstairs to see what the rest of the crew is up to. I open the door to my room and see Tom asleep on my bed. Techno's passed out on my gaming chair while Wilbur's nowhere to be found. Just as I'm abut to turn around, I feel a pair of arms snake around my waist and a head lay against the crook of my neck.

Wilbur.

"Morning." he says with a raspy voice that sends shivers down my spine. "Morning." I say. He grows concerned as I wince at him squeezing my waist and touching my neck. "You okay?" he asks. So Tom and Techno kept there mouths shut. Thank fuck. "Yeah, just a bit cold." I say, bullshitting my way out of explaining.

He would think I'm disgusting and that I deserved it, anyways.

"Oh, here." he says as he reaches a bit to the left to grab a jacket from Tom's closet. "That's not Tom's?" I say, a bit confused. "Yeah, it's not Tommy's. It's mine." he says. I could've sworn he blushed a bit, but so did I. I put the jacket on and go over to Tom.

"WAKE THE FUCK UP, YOU ARSEHOLE!" I yell in a scottish accent. Tom jumps up as Techno just laughs at us, yawning. "Morning to you too, dipshit." Tom says surprisingly calm. "Will, could you let us three talk, please?" Tom asks. I give a confused look and so does Will, but he leaves not a minute after, closing the door behind him.

"So... what's this about?" I ask, terrified at the answer I might get. "It's about you, Y/n." Techno says, seriously. "What happened?" Tom asks as he looks at my neck.

"Tom. I was drunk and I put on stage makeup. It was for a mini photoshoot." I say, hoping it's believable. "Then why'd you get drunk?" Tom asks, clearly disappointed. Was it better to break our trust or to tell the truth? "Alex, could you leave the room, please?" I ask, knowing I only trust Tom with this.

Techno leaves the room and I'm left to tell the truth.

"I was raped."

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:'(

im ac crying because this shit is wayyy too real 4 me.