"she plays guitar?" wilbur soot x reader

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"Tommy, whens Y/n's birthday?" Wilbur asks.

I look to Tommy, who's looking back at me with a distraught face. "Tubs, a word?" he asks, eyes widened. "Yup!" I say quickly getting up and following him.

As we enter the backyard, we ignore Fred and Fundy, who are only now waking up in a bush, and quietly talk. "Toby, if I tell Will, Y/n will literally murder me, but if I don't, Wilbur will interrogate Y/n about it and make her sad." Tommy says, clearly alarmed.

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Y/n POV

Now that I've completely covered up, I adjust the jacket one more time before heading downstairs. I hope someone made me coffee. I head out of my room and hear the door to the backyard shut. When I make my way to the kitchen, I see a confused Will standing all alone.

"Where'd they go?" I ask, making my coffee. I knew they wouldn't make my coffee. "Uhh... not sure? I asked about your birthday and they both looked worried." Wilbur says, chuckling and watching me intensely. "They're in the backyard, right?" I ask, setting my unfinished coffee on the counter. "Yeah, but-" "See ya'!" I yell as I run to the backyard.

I enter the backyard to see the two idiots plotting something. "WHAT THE FUCK? WHO BROUGHT UP MY F-" I notice Floris and Fred leave a bush and shut my mouth. "We didn't. Will asked out of the blue. You need to tell him." Toby says. Tom looks defeated. "I... I really don't want to. He'll make a whole thing out of it. He'll throw some big surprise that'll just make me cry."

My birthday is on the 4th.(it's not because i dont wanna mention my ac bday idk why)

"We have 4 days, it's not great." Toby says. "Yeah, we know Tubs, thanks for the reminder!" Tom says angrily. "It's fine... I'll just not tell him for 4 days so he has no time to plan anything. Don't tell ANYONE! No one knows my birthday except you and Niki. Niki promised she won't tell a soul when I had a panic attack in front of her about it, so I think she's safe."

"Okay, but Will won't let it go. I know he won't. He'll insist on knowing. He won't let us just ignore the question." Tom says. "I know... maybe if I explain everything he'll respect it?" I say. "But what if he wants to quote on quote make new memories?" Toby says. "He would do that, wouldn't he...?" I say, feeling tears well up in my eyes, doing my best to hold them back.

"Y/n... I think the first plan would just be better for you." Toby says, looking quite pitiful. "Don't pity me. Respect me and trust that I'll be able to handle this on my ow-" "No, Y/n. Don't handle everything on your own. You've done that for nearly twenty five years. It needs to stop." Tom says as he grabs me and hugs me tightly. The tears I've been holding in somehow manage to stay.

"Thanks, Tom..." I say. I lean away from the hug and smile at him. There's a pit in my stomach and I can feel it growing immensely. "I need to go to the bathroom, you boys go inside and make my coffee, please! It's in the cat mug." I say, trying to sound as normal as possible. They fall for it, and it kinda hurts.

I quickly run inside, past Phil and Kristen, and Will. Straight to the bathroom, locking the door.

"One, two, three, four, five... one, two, three, four, five... one, two, three, four, five..." I whisper to myself, trying to breathe.

"Y/n, let me in! I know what's happening, just let me the fuck in." Will shouts through the door. I scream. I scream an even more gut-wrenching scream than the night before. "Y/n. Open the door... please..." Wilbur says. He's crying.

I unlock the door and open it at a speed no one could grasp. "I don't wanna talk. I just wanna..." I know what the last word is, but I'm not gonna say it out loud. Will grabs my hand and kisses the ring he had given me. "I'm always here. Always." he says. This makes me feel better, but...

Not good enough.

"I need some privacy. I'm gonna go up to my room and smoke for a bit. Am I allowed?" I ask, planting a smile on Will's face. I try to smile, but my face doesn't follow my brain's orders. "Yes. Take Tommy with you." he says. "TOM, MY ROOM, NOW!" I scream, voice soar and scratchy from the screaming. Will looks surprised.

"Yeah, I know a lot." I say.

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Tom and I mostly smoked and talked for the whole day. We didn't notice others banging on my door because I had brought a bit of weed from a secret spot downstairs and we were both high. We noticed it get dark, though. "I think I'm gonna die before I turn twenty six." I say, knowing Tom won't hear me since I spoke very quietly.

"Huh? I didn't quite catch that." he says, mocking Siri or something. "I just said that it's nearly 2am now." I lie. "I'm gonna go downstairs to say bye to a few people and then head to my room to sleep. You should come say bye as well. Aimee, Ran, Fred, Bill, Niki and a few more people are leaving at 5am." he says. "Aight..." I say as I pull myself up from the bed.

We both hazily go downstairs and see a lot of people hugging and saying their goodbyes. "Y/n! I was banging on your door to say bye, but I'm glad you're here now!" Niki says as she pulls me into a hug. "Did you smoke... weed?" she says, pausing to smell my hair slightly. "No... not at all. Why do you know what that smells like, Nik?" I say jokingly.

"Here, so the rest don't know." she says pulling me aside and spraying perfume on me. Tom had sprayed a bunch of cologne on himself before coming down, but I didn't even think about it. "Well... I love you, Nik." I lean closer to her ear before continuing. "If I wasn't into Will, I would definitely be jealous over the foxy waitress." I say with a smirk.

"Oh, about that! She turned out to be a really bad person. She liked Andrew Tate, she blamed COVID on all of Asia and she wouldn't stop saying the n-word randomly!" Niki says, clearly upset. "Oh, I'm sorry, hun. I'm glad you didn't get into a relationship with her, though." I say, hugging her.

I hugged loads more people goodbye and felt eyes on me. I look over to Will, who's staring at me. I look away from him and smile at everyone before heading upstairs to my room, locking it and smoking the whole night. I had smoked up two backs by now, but I couldn't sleep for the life of me.

My birthday is stressing me out.

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THIS IS A LONGER CHAPTER TO MAKE UP FOR THE IRREGULAR AND BAD UPDATES!!!

i lowkey hate this book because its really long... i cant even remember what happened in the first thirty chapters.