Until death we part- Carl Gallagher (book three)

How?

It's been 3 days, and i've been numb. I have barely come out of bed or talked to anyone except Carl. Even then i've only had 2 real conversations with him

I feel terrible for making him have to suffer Ev's loss, and now me barely talking to him. I want to help him but I don't know how.

I've also been throwing up non stop, i'm guessing that's from doing nothing but eating and laying in bed.

"You ok baby" Carl says as he walks into the door.

"Yeah, Im going to get up and really do something today. Or try to at least" I say sitting up out of bed

"Fuck, not again" I say holding my mouth and running to the bathroom.

"Mya, has it maybe occurred to you that you might be pregnant" Carl says as he rubs my back

"No, I can't be we've been using protection" I say sitting up and wiping my mouth off

"You know that one day at the bar when we walking into the bathroom... Well maybe, just maybe. We might but have. I don't really remember much though" He says rubbing his head

"Fuck you're right. Ok i'll take a test" I say and sigh

I open up the cabinet and pull out a box of pregnancy test. Carl stands there and watches as I open it.

"Are you gonna watch me piss on the stick" I say and chuckle

"It's nothing I haven't a seen before" He says and shrugs his shoulders.

I roll my eyes and take the test and flip it over.

"Now we wait" I say and stare at it.

We wait for 5 long minutes just staring at the test.

Finally Carl flips it over

"Pregnant"

"How? Fuck." I say and put my hands in my head "I can't do this. I mean I know I said I wanted to have another kid, but it was just a in the moment thing. We just loss Ev" I say as tears roll down my face

"We got this baby" Carl says as he pulls me in for a hug.

"We where kick ass parents the first time, why not do it a second time." Carl says as he grips me tight

"I guess. But I want to wait to tell everyone else" I say pulling away from the hug,

"Fine by me" Carl says and places a soft kiss on my lips.