JohnnyBoy ponyboy X Johnny Cade

Don't leave me!

Suicidal images, if not comfortable go to the next chapter!!! This is your last warning for the chapter ⚠️ ⛔️!

Johnny pov:
I woke up to the phone ringing, both my parents were at work right now. I got up and picked up the phone "Hello?" I asked "Hey johnnycakes! Get ready we are all going to hang out today, we will pick you up!" It was pony "Um okay" I say as I hang up the phone. I go upstairs and change my blood stained pajamas to a long sleeved shirt, my original jean jacket, a pair of jeans, and my same old grey shoes. Just as I finished brushing my teeth some one knocked, I brushed my fingers through my hair and open the door to reveal pony, soda, and Darry.

As soon as I opened the door pony yelled "What happened to you?!" I didn't say anything but my cheek wasn't bleeding and I just have a bunch of bruises, "N-nothing!" I say and smile "Doesn't look like nothing" soda mumbled to Darry and Darry nodded. They let it go and we went to get food from the diner with the rest of the group.

Everybody talked but I didn't which is like usual but no one talked to me. I got up from the table and left the diner, I don't think anyone noticed. A little ways from the diner I stopped at the lot where I got beat almost to death. I was knocked out of my thoughts when socs came up to me "Hey greaser! Where's your friends?" They asked but I didn't say anything and tried walking away. One pushed me "Don't ignore us greaser, don't you remember last time?" They asked "Yeah!" I say but not scared, confident. One punched me a crossed the face but I pounced back, I punched him a couple times until I was pulled off by other socs.

I managed to escape their grips after they punched and kicked me, I was on top of one now and pulled a blade, and the rest ran. The one under me tried to leave but I had I firm grip, I was about to get me revenge until soda and Darry pulled me off with the rest of the group watched the soc run for it. I pulled my arms back away from soda and darry "What the hell?!" I yell and push darry and soda at different times but pony came up at pushed me "No what the hell to you!" He yelled "You we're gonna kill him!" He yells "So?" I asked and pushed him back "So, you don't get to kill someone because your life is trash!" He yelled and pushed me and I fell. I looked at him along with everybody else with wide eyes, nobody could believe what he just said, he couldn't either.

I got up "I get it, I don't belong on this world, I'm sorry you at least have family who care!" I yelled and left "I didn't mean it, johnny!!" Pony yelled but I ignored him. As I was running my jacket slipped off but I left it, I didn't want to be here anymore! I don't want to live, I don't deserve it, and everybody knows it.

Ponyboy pov:
Johnnys jacket fell off him but he kept running. Soda picked it up and his eyes widened "What? What's wrong?" Dally asked as we all walked over "There's blood on the wrist part!" He said with tears in his eyes "I thought he stopped!" Darry yelled "What?" I asked. They all sighed and looked at me "He- He used to cut!" Soda said "And by the looks of it he hasn't stopped" dally sighed. Johnny cuts, my heart shattered at this, "No! No! No!" Dally screamed "What?!" We all yelled at him "Johnnys gonna do it! He's gonna kill himself!!!!" He yelled "We got to stop him!" I yelled and we all ran the way Johnny went.

(Suicide ⚠️)
We barged in his house since his parents aren't home right now. We looked around but couldn't find him, we walked up stairs and looked in his parents bedroom and the bathroom, not there. I tried opening his bedroom door but locked, dally came over and kicked it until it opened. We all ran in to find Johnny on the floor, his shirt was stained blood red and a bloody pocket knife in his hand, and his eyes were closed. I fell to the ground crying soda ran to call 911 on the house phone and Darry checked the pulse "He still has a pulse!!" Darry yelled, I filled with hope. Dally and Darry went to the bathroom to get stuff to wrap tight around the wound while we wait for the ambulance. I crawled over next to Johnny and held his hand "Johnny I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I-I love you. Please don't leave me!" I whispered as tears fell down my cheeks.

And ambulance got there after a minute and took Johnny to the hospital instantly. Darry drives the rest of us there, we sat in the waiting room, well everybody else sat I paced back and forth, I am just to nervous. After a while a doctor came in "You can see him now!" She said p, I looked at the rest and they said I go first. I basically ran and hugged him, not tight since that would probably hurt him. He hugged me back, I started crying hard again "I-I'm sorry, I d-didn't mean what I said, I was just mad!" I yelled. He wiped the tears off my face "It's okay pony." He said "I-I love you pony." He said, what?! Before I could say anything the doctor came in and said I had to leave for the night.

When I got home and after getting ready for bed, I laid in my bed thinking "did Johnny really say he loved me?" I mean I love him too, more that a friend, but did he mean it that way? I will ask him some other time.