Leave Me Alone (h.s.)

Chapter 10

" That is not a reason for you to do this to yourself." His breath became heavier in panic. In panic because I did it for him.

" Why do you care about what I do? I thought you were done with me." I say yanking my arm out of grip.

His eyes became soft, still with the same enormous pupils like usual. He had the look of hurt and sarrow on his face.

" See? You don't care. You never have. I was only your toy that you played with and used. Just leave me alone before you hurt me again." I yelled at him as he had fear clear in his eyes.

" You heard what I said?" He asked.

I can't believe it. It was true. I was just a girl that was stupid and helpless. I should have known better. Why the hell did I fall for him.

" No, but now I did. Why the hell did I fall for your little tricks." I had tears streaming down each cheek.

" No, that's what I told my friends. It's not true. I want to be with you. Faithlyn please!" He pleaded.

He fell to his knees with tears on his face. " It's only you that I see myself with in the future. Please stay forever with me." He sniffed.

Although I felt guilt, I could not give in.

" Why did you tell your friends that?"

Speechless. All that I got was speechlessness.

" Forget it. Just leave me alone." I started walking away from him and back into school. I was hoping he would chase after and come up with a reason why he told his friends that, but he didn't. He sat there, his hands covered his face as he was still on his knees, sobbing.

   I felt bad but I don't to risk my chances again.

   Harry is bad for you. Don't you ever fall for that asshole again... How could you fall for him again, anyway? Are you that stupid? He's your enemy. One part of myself was pissed.

   What do you think you're doing? He got on his knees and begged for you. You've been crying over him for a week and now he's crying over you. Do you really want to put him through what you felt? He's changed. You love him. The other part of me said.

   I put my hands in my hair and fisted each lock. I sobbed down the hall way. My feet patted lightly on the white tiled floor. As I heard a door open behind me, I turn around to see Harry staring at the floor, sniffling. I hid in a near hall way and waited for him to walk pass.

   His foot steps were heard and got louder. As I watched him pass the hallway I was in, I listened to what he was saying to himself.

   " You can get her back, don't panic. . . Who am I kidding. She hates me. I'm never gonna get her back. I should've known what we had was to good to be true." He spoke to himself. Sniffles and sobs escaping his mouth.

   I followed him to where ever it was he was going to, making sure he didn't see me. As I twisted through hall ways, I found him going to the door that led to the school ally way. He pushed the door open and met a guy that was already there. I watched closely, hiding behind one of the filthy garbage cans.

   Harry handed the suspicious guy money. I narrowed my eyes at what he handed back to Harry.

   I knew it. That explains why his pupils are always so big.

   He bought cocaine from the guy.

   Before Harry could walk back and see me, I went through the door and ran back to my class. Before walking in, I wiped all tears and tear stains off my face. I walked in and sat down at my seat. I could feel some people with a burning stare on me as I tried to ignore them.

   I focused on the notes on the board to copy down in my notepad before Harry walked through the classroom door. Before walking, he looked at me with a look of sarrow on his face, but I looked away and continued the notes.

   Harry sat down in his seat next to me.

   I tried to ignore his stares at me during the whole class. It was so hard trying to not look into his emerald eyes and take him back.

   " Faithlyn.." Harry whispered.

    I ignored him, still focusing on writing on the paper.

   " Faith, I know you're ignoring me. I don't expect you to talk to me but I want to talk to you." He spoke quietly, only focused on me and not looking to see if the teacher was watching him or not.

   " I know I'm an ass to you. I know I was in the past, and I shouldn't have told my friends that. I . . . I . . .-" He could speak his next words.

   " You what." I said a bit rudely.

   " It's that, I just got you into my reach after all these years, and I lost you within the matter of seconds..."

   " That was your fault for worrying about your reputation other than being with the one that you supposely love."

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So sorry for the short chapter...

 I'll try to make another one longer and sooner. I've been really busy. But thank you for all the comments, votes and reads.

  I might start another book but I'm still desiding if I should or not.

   Love you all - KK