Leave Me Alone (h.s.)

Chapter 14

  " I need to go home, Harry." I said, trying to make him understand I can't always stay.

  " Please Faithlyn." He pleaded.

  God dammit, why does he always make me feel guilty? I hate how cute he can be sometimes..

  I walked over to his bed that he was currently laying in, not moving one bit. I layed down on the ed next to him as he watched me. Once I got comfortable, Harry wrapped his arms around my waist as I rested my head on to his bare chest. He was incredibly warm, like a wolf. It was an enjoyable heat that made me feel safely wrapped in his arms.

  We layed in silence. It wasn't an awkward silence. It was a type of silence where both of us were just enjoying this moment with each other right here.

  I didn't realize how much Harry had meant to me until now. I have always pushed him away when he tried to show me how he feels about me.  He has always tried to show me how he feels and I failed to believe him or listen to him. God, I'm so stupid. Now that I am here with him, I am finally happy.

  " Harry?"

  " Hmm?"

  " Have you ever loved someone when you were younger?" I asked.

  He sat there in silence. I looked up at his face. It was completely blank of an expression. He was just thinking into space about something.

  " Harry?" I snapped him out of his thoughts. He looked at me and then he looked at the blank wall as he sighed, about to speak.

  " Once."

  " What happened?" I asked, wanting the story to continue.

  " She died.." He said bluntly.

  I tear was shedded from his eye as he continued to tell what happened.

  " She was different from everyone. She was quiet and nobody understood her. She never talked to anyone, besides me. She told me that she felt comfortable around me. And so did I. We both liked each other alot. But she had problems in her life. Her mom left. Her dad was a drug addict. She was abused by him quite often. She would come to school with bruises on her face. She was completely miserable. Seeing her miserable made me feel miserable." He paused, wiping the stray tears from his face.

  "One day, we decided to run away from the world. So we both drove to Oregon. We stayed at a hotel together. But one of the nights, I was driving back to the hotel. When I walked in, I couldn't find her. I searched the hotel room for her. Then, I found her in the bathroom with a knife in one of her hands." He started sobbing at this point.

  " I told her to put it down but she brought the knife up to her neck and was about to kill herself. I told her that she didn't have to do this, I tried to calm her down. But it didn't work. My last words to her were ' We can stay together if you put the knife down' but right as I finished those words... She pulled the sharp blade across her neck."

  He was so heart broken right now...

  " It's okay Harry. You have me. Everything will be okay." I hushed him as I let him cry into the crook of my neck.

  " Faithlyn, please don't let me go. I need you in my life." He whined.

  " I'm not going anywhere Harry. I'll be here for you."

  " Promise?"

  I hesitated before I could answer. " Promise."

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Sorry for the short update. but it's better than no update at all, right?