Fear... is our biggest enemy. I fear to live but I fear to die. Why must I fear? Why must I "feel"? To live is to let the ashes touch your skin and burn you. But to die is to blow out the candles on your cousins birthday. Disappointment comes with fear, because disappointment is what causes fear. Who we are and what we do is why we have so many fears, feelings, mixed emotions. Feeling trapped where no one can hear you, drowning but no one can save you. Dying but no one to be there with you and cherish you. In the end, maturing is realizing that those grudges held against others isn't what keeps you down. Life is your biggest enemy yet your only hope, only friend, and only an individual can control it. Knowing what comes next is frightening yet not knowing what is to come is scary as well. Cherishing those moments with others is the only thing you would wish whether laying in that bed or lying in your grave. Sleeping is another way of coping with life. We sleep to arise to another day of fear, pain, and disappointment. No one is happy, but no one hurts as much as the man who looks upon you knowing these emotions you feel. Why must we pay a consequence for letting our emotions control and not us? Why must we be punished for the failing of our hearts, souls, and trust? In the end, this ending book just leads to another... and another...and another.
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insanity..
Randomeven the smart brains or dumb ones all have feelings. All are lost and are still yet to be found. Everyday is a new adventure but what if that adventure is torture? What if we just continue with this loop bringing us no where but closer to pain, dea...
