insanity..

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"Malakai?..malakai!Malakaiii!!!!"
"What? Huh? Oh."
" Oh? Pay attention, are you stupid?"
"Sorry sir..."
" sorry sirrr"
*class laughs*
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Stupid teacher, stupid class...stupid me
All those laughs and stares.. just shut up!
I hate you all.. you think I would want to be in this shit hole to? You think I don't know I'm a dumb ass? You think I would of chose this life?
come on malakai.. you're so stupid.
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"Still not paying attention, bozo?"
"I am"
"Surprising"
"Got so much to say for such a shitty teacher, all you do is sit and stack all these papers expecting for us to do them"
"Excuse me!!? You can go say that to the principal... go now!"
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tch...atleast I get to get out of this shit class.
why me? Why just why.
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*knocks*
"Come on in"
* opens door*
"Malakai... why? What's wrong."
"What do you mean"
"Son, just look at you.. you're mesed up."
" I'm perfectly fine"
"No you're not and I'm worried, we're worried"
"No you're not... it's just your stupid job to say that"
"Malakai..please I know you're struggling"
"I'm not..or atleast I wasn't when I came in"
"... look I know I messed up but it was that one time"
"ok."
" Ma-"
" what if.. I would have slit my throat? You wouldn't feel sorry or anything, right?"
"wh-"
" because it was one silly mistake... oops"
"Malakai list-"
" I'm sick of your bull shit... if you want to bring me down just say so.. my life's shit anyways..."
"Malakai.. we are just trying to help"
"ok then help my dead body" 
*about to walk out*
" Malakai no, not today not ever. You're not leaving now. You always think you can leave"
".."
"I'm calling your mom"
* picks up phone*
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"Just what i needed"
".."
" malakai.. why are you always bringing me your problems... fix them yourself"
" what do you think I'm trying to do? Sit around and expect for someone to save me?"
" yes... you always fucking do that shit"
" No I don't"
" excuse me? You're nothing but messy. Bringing problems into peoples lives, my life!!"
" If you didn't care then why do you always come to "rescue" me?"
"Because I'm tired of fighting with you"
".."
"Stop being a fucking problem in people's lives.. it's getting annoying"
" I didn't ask for you to help me. That was on you... if you want to stay being a shitty mom then keep doing it but I'm just letting you know. Never will I need your help, i have myself and myself only, not you, not dad , not anyone! I don't ask because I don't receive, you want me to leave? I will, I'll be doing a lot more peoples favors not just yours "mom"
* slaps*
"Fucking mistake... FUCKING MISTAKE . YOY ALWAYS BRING SHAME INTO THIS FAMILY. I WISH I COULD HAVE KILLED YOU IM SO STUPID FOR LETTING YOU BE BORN. UGH, ALL YOU DO IS COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN"
".."
" get out..NOW!"
* unlocks car"
"you'll find out where to sleep, after all you don't need me and I don't need you fucking mistake"
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I dont care. I never needed her. Not now not ever. I'm so stupid. * voice crack* I'm so stupid... * tears* she's not wrong...all I do is bring pain and problems into peoples lives. I should just fucking kill myself.... I'm so tired...so fucking tired.
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* walking *
"Malakai? Is that you?"
*turns*
"Omg hi Malakai! It's me Miley! From chemistry? Are you ok?"
" I'm fine... oh uhm * soft tone* I'm fine"
*silence*
"You're not... what's wrong"
"*mumbles* life"
"yeah I get you.. mind if I walk with you?"
*nods*
"so what's wrong?"
" nothing I promise I'm fine"
"Yeah and I'm gonna believe that"
"You should"
"no."
"Miley...why are you here? Are you scared of getting caught with someone like me?"
"Why would I be scared?you're not a monster are you? *laughs*"
" What if I am."
"then I still wouldn't be scared. Malakai you're too sweet to be  an evil person"
"hm"
"so chemistry was interesting today"
"guess so.."
"malakai.. * grabs his face and turns to her* you're not stupid ok? That dumbass teacher is"
*gulp*
" if anything you're charming and perfect". 
"Miley...* tears* I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry.."
" no no..for what? "
" everything... it's always my fault I'm so fucking tired... I have nothing to do in this life..I should just give up.."
"Malakai..stop no"
"I'm sorry..*tears flowing" I'm sorry.. I have to go"
"go where?"
"*low* home.."
*walking malakai"
"malakai..you have no where to go"
" I'm that pathetic?"
".. I'm not stupid. I know"
"oh well.. sorry"
*keeps walking*
"stop walking! Come on!'"
*sigh*
"What?"
"You're coming home with me"
"Why.. I'm just going to bring problems into your life... Miley you're making a mistake meeting Me"
"*sigh* este Niño pero para nada entiende..."
".."
"im coming.."
"Good *light smile*