The Other Innit (discontinued)

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Hey everyone!
I know this is not what y'all wanted
But i'm discontinuing my fics
I know i know, how could i?
u see, i fell out of the fandom
i watch a few of them from time to time but i just don't feel comfortable here anymore
i still miss him, a lot
and i can't write those knowing that my stories included him, i can't write him off, i can't write him
i just cant
i'm sorry
my life took a big turn, a lot of things changed and i'm choosing this new season of my life
i hope y'all understand
i'll keep the fics up, if anyone wants to right what's supposed to come up next u can, i'll leave my unfinished chapter here
thanks for reading
it was a good journey
see you maybe
the author out
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Dear Little Me,
You took on your shoulders so much that was never yours to carry.
We can set it down whenever you are ready.
Love,
You from the Future.

Dear Little Me,
Isolation was not the awnser.
I'm sorry that you were forced to go through the big and scary stuff alone. Thank you for taking care of us. I can take it from here. You can rest now.
Love,
You from the Future.

Dear Little Me,
I'm sorry you had to heal everyone around you before healing your own wounds.
I'm so proud of you. You faced a world of pain and kept going.
I'm sorry for all the time you needed to rest your head on someone's lap after a long day but instead you cried on the floor because you couldn't hold it all together anymore.
You gave me the chance to be here.
And I'm here now. You can rest.
Love you from the Future.

dear older me,
this anger burns
please dont let this control us
it burns
you from the past.

14/ lucas really talks to tommy he explained a lot what happened when they were kids and why lucas is the way he is. lucas talks to wilbur how he cannot handle nothinham anymore he wishes he could leave but he feels like he can't not yet

innit family is outside just havin a family time

father innit appears

he wants to argue with lucas because of the conversation he had with father wife

lucas freeze

tommy sees father gettin aggressive and going on lucas direction and he puts himself in the middle

father is just angry and punches tommy

that second lucas sees red

tommy: end him

lucas: roger that

A fight is not something pretty and poetic like it happens on the movies or in the books. Most of the time it was uneventful and a bit bloody.

Lucas knew that the jaw is the knockout button. A good punch in the right place and everything is over. Punches in the nose are better if combined with something else. Stomach is almost always a good place to start and a kick down there is last recourse.

Well but as long he had a sore hand after this and put this man to the ground, Lucas was more then satisfied.

The scrawny boy is really going to fight?

I'm going to break your jaw if you keep talking

All talk no bite

Your are lucky that im friends with the er nurse

shut up skinny shit

come on put me in my place make me stop talking or you are too much of a coward for that?

big dude punches lucas in the eye

lucas cracks his neck smiles and finishes the fight

At the end lucas see his dad at the floor

You know what's the best thing about me? The person you bad talk all the time? It's that I'm nothing like you, I never was and I never will be. Please, don't reach us again. Forget us.

you broke his nose, three of his ribs, and at least seven bones of his hand, besides the multiple bruises on his body

i have more than enough witnesses to prove it was in self defense, he punched my brother and me, i was just defending myself

you are lucky that i know you since you are eleven so i know this is true

police enters the room

mr knightly, we spoke to everyone and saw the camera, it was truly in self defense and mr bright decided not to press any chagers as he realizes that he won't be getting anywhere

aren't you a lucky boy

wilbur gets running in the room to see angela speaking on the phone, tommy laying down and lucas getting his hand bandages

Tommy said you three were in the hospital. Why is he bleeding?

Because he is an idiot. the nurse awnser ed

That's fair actually. Phil was right behind will

did you at least tried not to resort to violence?

no he didn't

no i didn't

lucas i'm too young to have a heart attack

You don't get to be disappointed. You don't get to be ashamed of how I turned out. You don't get to pretend that me being like this isn't your own fault. You did this. Your absence did this. You made me like this.

15/ lucas realizes he loves wilbur and it's not in peace with it actually he is really scared

16/ the two idiots try to ignore the feelings and make everyone feel uncomfortable and lucas finds a therapist

17/ lucas confess he is in love with wilbur and wilbur say it back

i know im hard to love and im all broken inside, but i promise you, im loving you with everything i am, im loving you with all my pieces

/ three months later

lucas quit his job and found a new job at brighton

tommy will miss his brother but know that is for the best that he leaves and tommy has plans to move to bhriton

angela say that she got a proposal of a job at the university of sussex in falmer and told them that she will accept it as soon as her youngest boy goes to bhriton and the university is okay in waiting for her

lucas

drawing
lucas: is that one with us hugging and me smiling?
wilbur: yeah, i love that photo
lucas: you know, when i met you i never imagined i'd smile as much as when i'm by your side