𝙐𝙉𝙁𝙊𝙍𝙂𝙀𝙏𝙏𝘼𝘽𝙇𝙀, 𝘤𝘩𝘶𝘶𝘺𝘢. 𝘯

𝘽𝘼𝘿 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙎 𝘼𝙁𝙏𝙀𝙍 3𝘼𝙈 ; 𝙨𝙞𝙭

the two of you sat together, enjoying each others company. he told you more about yourself that he had skimmed over yesterday, like what your ability was and how it worked. it was rather interesting, you had to admit.

"so, why do i have one?"

he shrugged, "i'm not sure why anyone has one. and why they're all different for that matter."

"what was yours again?" your voice was quiet as you looked out of the car window, admiring the stars. "gravity? or something like that?"

"yeah," he nodded, "i can control the gravity of anything i touch."

"that's so cool!" you grinned, "can you show me?" you hadn't expected him to say yes, but he certainly did. the car enveloped in a large red glow, you felt rather light all of a sudden. the car raised slightly off the ground slowly.

you glanced at chuuya, a lighter glow surrounding him. he was fucking beautiful, and it took you a whole day to notice that. he had a sharp nose and a sharper jaw, paired with sparkling blue eyes that complimented his pale skin.

the car slowly glided down, back into its original position. the red glow faded away. "good enough, i'm tired." he chuckled, finally noticing you staring.

"you alright?" his gaze softened as he realized you had been spacing out. you shook your head, "yeah, i'm alright." he nodded, focusing back onto the distance.

silence lingered awkwardly in the car.

"[f/n]?-" his head turned to meet your eyes, but you were already one step ahead of him, you had leaned in already and managed to catch him by surprise. your lips placed against his, bringing him the warmth that he had longed since he seen you alive and well, but just wasn't sure if you were comfortable with it.

his mouth felt so warm against yours.

it felt so familiar.

a few memories blurred together, specifically ones that were exactly like this. just passionate and filled with love.

you quickly pulled away, noticing the light pink tinge that hesitated on his cheeks, he was grinning softly towards you. you couldn't help but mirror the way he looked, smiling towards him. "i remember something. er- a few things." your voice was hushed. "there were a few times we kissed like that."

"like what?"

you scoffed, "just soft and slow. filled with love, you know?"

he nodded, the two of you awkwardly looking away from eachother.

"can we go home now?"

-

during the drive back, you managed to catch a peek of your phone. a few missed calls from dazai and yosano combined, as well as a bunch of messages from dazai. you didn't want to open them. you didn't want to have to go back. it sucked, but that's life, after all.

although a few popped up on your notification screen so you did read those, they only said things along the lines of;

'where are you'

or

'you're with him again, aren't you?'

they were badly misspelled, hinting towards the fact that he was probably as drunk as a sailor. he drank often in the few short weeks you knew him. often drinking more than his and your body weight combined.

you just shook your head, tossing your phone back into your pocket as you waiting for the drive to be over.

"chuuya, what should i do about this annoying roommate at the hospital?" you exhaled through your mouth, "he's like, super annoying and over protective. thinks i'm making all the bad decisions when it comes down to it. he tried to tell me i was stupid for seeing you yesterday."