Abusing her love *T. Clarkson*

X Ten X

Ava knew how her head was a mess. She knew how things were with Tom. But she knew that she missed him. She missed more than she'd like to admit but she knew that she couldn't deal with their relationship and how he treated her

Ava knew that despite as much as she missed Tom. She knew that she couldn't go back. She knew that she deserved better.

Ava got ready for work and walked down into the kitchen as she saw Kate and smiled "hi mum" Ava said as Kate looked to her and smiled

"Some stuff arrived for you more gifts from Tom. What is going on with you" Kate asked as Ava looked to her and smiled

"I don't know. I mean he told me that he wants me back but I just can't go back there to what it was like with us so I know that I miss him but I know things have to change" Ava said as Kate looked to her and smiled

"I know that's it's hard but you deserve better then how he treated you. Your my daughter and I love you and I want you to be okay. Just make sure that if you do go there with him again it's what you want and it's no your terms. Make sure that it's different as I don't think you can go through what he put you through again" Kate said as Ava looked to her and smiled

Ava knew it was a mess. She knew how none of it was easy and she did miss Tom and she didn't know what to do. She didn't know if she could take him back after everything but she did kiss him

All that Ava knew was that her head was a mess and she felt confused

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Ava got to work and stood in the staffroom and smiled as Leigh walked in and looked to her and smiled "are you okay" Leigh asked as Ava looked to her and smiled

"I'm fine. I guess. How are things with max?"

"Fine but I don't think that you are fine at all. What is going on is it to do with Tom" Leigh asked as Ava looked to her and smiled

"Yeah I miss him. I don't know what to do. I mean we all how he treated me. He was never faithful to me and yet here I am considering taking him. I'm an idiot" Ava said as Leigh looked to her and smiled

"Your not an idiot you still love him. You went through a lot and you can't help how you feel but it will be okay. But if you do want him back then things need to change" Leigh said as Ava smiled

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Ava walked into toms classroom as he looked to her and smiled "hey are you okay" he asked as she looked to him and smiled

"I'm fine look we need to talk" she said as he nodded

"Is it over the gifts I send. I know it's hard Ava, but I do miss you and I want you back. I know how I treated you and I want to be a better man. I want to be a man that your proud to be with and who will love you how you deserve to be. I want to be someone your proud to be and respects you" Tom said as Ava sighed

"It's all just words Tom" she said as he nodded

"I get that. Look why don't you let me take you out and show you I am willing to try" Tom said as Ava smiled

But could she give him a second chance?