TW// cussing, brief kidnapping and trauma mentions and family death
I think that's all?
Age updates (it's been a while):
Tubbo - 19
Tommy - 18
Wilbur & Techno - 22 (twins in this AU if u forgot)
Phil - idk like 42 or something?
Ranboo - 19
Nikki - 20
Purpled - 19
And then there's the rest of the dsmp members that are now being put into the story
Tubbo's POV
five years later (woo!)
It's been five whole years since that Gmail catastrophe, eight since my life had fallen apart, and about one since I got it back together. Only about a year and a half ago was when I was actually pretty much one hundred percent better. I had somewhat gotten over the death of my family and I was recovered from the trauma of being kidnapped. I got on testosterone about two years ago as well, so that's great!
'Somewhat' gotten over their death, because I'll never actually stop missing them. They were my family, after all. They are my family.
A few years ago, I decided to start doing Twitch streams to help take my mind off of things. It was really fun, and I started to get popular. I convinced Ranboo, Nikki, Purpled, and Tommy to start doing it with me, as I wanted to be able to do it with people that I actually knew in real life, and not only with the people I met online (although those people were fantastic).
Pretty soon, Wilbur, Phil, and Techno even started doing it! Or, I think they might have already been doing it before, because their sub count was very large the first time I ever looked at their accounts.
Now, I've got well over a million subs on Twitch and on YouTube. Streaming is really fun, and it used to be my only distraction from all the shit going on in my past. Now, it's just something I do for myself.
None of my fans nor my online friends know about me being trans or about my troubled past, but they don't need to know, especially the fans. I'm not planning on telling the fans anytime soon, because I just recovered not two years ago, and I don't know if I would be able to handle the backlash.
I was sitting at my desk on my PC, when I received a Discord notification from one of my online mates, Dream. I clicked the tab and read through his message as some of my other online friends and irl friends began to reply.
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Dream
YALL
Anyone wanna come to Florida for a while?
I need saving from Sapnap and Greg
They're killin me /srs
Quackity
/srs??? 😨
Dream
/srs 😔
Nikki
Noooo
Are they being mean to you? D:
Dream
*sniff sniff*
It's really hard to talk about... 😪
Sapnap
HEYYYY >:(
Goggy and I are very nice to Dream
Thank you very much
George
Yeahhh! >:\
Dream
SEE??
Do yo SEE how they treat me???
It's inhumane! 😭
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There were many more chats that I couldn't quit giggling at, and then it actually got to where we were getting real information on the meetup. When, where, what time, how long, all of that stuff.
Then Phil send a message saying he was going, so I knew that meant I was going as well, along with Techno, Wilbur, and Tommy.
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Philza
I'll be there!
Tubbo_
Yeahhh! Me tooo!
Philza
;)
Tubbo_
what is the reason for why
Philza, oh great one, is winking at me? 😨
Dram
Tubbo, did ur parents already
agree on letting you come?
Tubbo_
Yep!
I love my parents <3
They're chill and shit
Philza
That's very sweet of you Tubbo
Tubbo_
What can I say
My dad is especially cool beans 😎🫘
Eret
You 2 are sus
Philza
No we aren'tttttt!
Tommyinnit
Quit bickering like little girls, Philza, Eret
Philza
I will craft a belt
Tommyinnit
TECHNOOOO
HES GOTTA HIT MEEEE
HELPPPPPPPP
Technoblade
L
Wilbur Soot
The rest of us watching this like:🧍♀️🧍🧍♂️
Sapnap
Ong bro 😶
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This went on for a little while until everything was planned out for who was gonna be there and everything.
The list of people, surprisingly less than I thought it would be. It was me, Phil, Tommy, Techno, Wilbur, Ranboo, Nikki, Purpled, Puffy, Dream, Sapnap, George, Sam, Eret, Fundy, Skeppy, BBH, Quackity, and Karl. So...nineteen people in one house. Fantastic!
Dream said he was getting a massive AirBNB, so I just hope I won't have to share a room with anyone besides the people I've known for years. I'd like to not share a room at all, but if I have to, I'd prefer those people. They're the only ones that know I'm trans, and I wouldn't want anyone else to see my binder or my testosterone in my luggage.
I stood up from my PC, going downstairs.
"Phillll..." I called. "Yeah, mate?" Phil called back from the sitting room. I went in and saw that all four of them were in there. "Philll, what if someone finds outtt?" I dramatically whined. "Finds out what?" He asked. "That I'm a girlll." I exhaled. "Well, for one, you aren't a girl. And two, I doubt they will, but even if they do find out, they'll still love you!" He said.
I shrugged.
"Yeah, I guess, but it's still nerve racking." I said. "I can see why, but you'll be fine." Phil gave me a warm smile. I exhaled, flopping onto the sofa. "I can take my binder, right?" I asked. "Why wouldn't you?" "I dunno, just confirming."
It was then quiet mostly, aside from Tommy and Wilbur still messaging in the group chat and giggling to each other every now and then.
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