Obey Me! x reader

Lucifer x reader: If

Looking up at the night sky you thought to yourself, "I wonder what he's doing now." It had been a month since you came back to the human realm, leaving Lucifer and the brothers back in the Devildom. Every time you thought about him and him possibly putting himself in isolation   brought a few tears to your eyes. He wasn't one to admit it but you leaving hurt him but, he knew you couldn't stay forever so on the day you returned home he wasn't anywhere to be found, and as far as the others they wished you well and Diavolo gave you the privilege of keeping your D.D.D. The brothers made it their thing to text and call every day however whenever you asked about Lucifer you got the same reply no matter which brother you asked, "He's in his study and wishes to not be disturbed." You tried texting Lucifer himself, but the messages never went through so after a few times of the messages not sending you stopped trying. During your stay in the Devildom you and Lucifer became extremely close and though he wouldn't tell you he grew to love you, he never confessed because he knew you'd leave, and he didn't want to deal with the pain of you being gone even though his idea failed. Letting out a sigh you shook your head dragging yourself out of your thoughts and looked back up at the sky just in time to see a shooting star. "Ah maybe it wouldn't hurt to make a wish." You closed your eyes as you thought of your wish only opening them after you finished. Taking one last look at the sky you walked back into your room shutting the doors to the balcony as you then made your way to the bed grabbing your D.D.D. scrolling through previous messages Lucifer sent you during your stay when you suddenly heard noises coming from the inside of your closet. "What the hell?" You thought to yourself as you placed your D.D.D down and made your way to the closet door, placing your ear against it as you heard the voices of what sounded to be Barbatos and Diavolo. "It's dark in here are you sure were in the right spot?" "Yes, my Lord I just need to find the door to get o-" Barbatos' voice was cut short when you opened the door staring the two men in the face. "Lord Diavolo and Barbatos? What are you two doing here?" You asked in confusion. Barbatos gave you a gentle smile as he spoke, "We're here to discuss something with you, well by we I mean my Lord has something to ask you. If we may do you mind if we sit on your bed?" Giving him a nod Barbatos gently grabbed your arm and led you to the bed with Lord Diavolo sitting on the right side of you while Barbatos sat on the left side of you. "So, what is this all about?" You asked turning your attention to Diavolo as he looked at you unsure of where to start. "Well ever since you left the brothers have been acting different." Before he could say anymore you felt yourself starting to panic, "D-Different how?" Diavolo only waved a hand as he continued speaking, "I didn't mean all of the brothers in particular. It's a given that they all miss you-" You cut him off as you suddenly realized which brother he was talking about, "You say they all act different but by thay you really mean Lucifer right?" Giving you a slow nod, he continued, "He hasn't been himself since you left, he doesn't come out of his study and he doesn't want anyone going in either, not even me. I know it's only been a month since you left but to him, I guess it feels longer than that." You gave a silent nod as he kept on, "I've asked the brothers on his well-being and they give the same answers, he doesn't eat, drink, or sleep, he doesn't even come out of his study anymore. He just shut himself away like he did his feelings for you." Catching you off guard you looked at Diavolo with wide eyes, "H-He has feelings for me?" He looked at you confused, "You didn't know? It was obvious he had feelings for you the six months before you left." You nodded slightly in a daze unsure of how you didn't know about Lucifer's feelings when Barbatos cleared his throat, "While letting her know the state of the eldest is a good thing we needn't not get off track." Lord Diavolo gave him a slight nod as he looked back at you, "We came here to ask if you'd be interested in moving down to the Devildom, it's sudden I'll admit, it's just if he's that bad off I'd hate to know what it's done to you." Thinking about the situation for a moment you decided on your answer, "Yes, I'd like to move into the Devildom." Earning a nod from the Lord, Barbatos stood and made his way over to the closet, "I'm sure you remember how this works don't you Y/N?" Giving the butler a nod, you asked, "I'm not going to have a past or future me to avoid, am I?" Earning a slight chuckle from the butler he shook his head, "No, you won't have that to worry about this time." Opening your closet door, the three of you stepped in and before you knew it you were back at Lord Diavolo's castle, well more so an empty room to be exact. Looking around unsure of where you were Diavolo spoke up, "Go out these doors here then just follow the hallway down and there you'll find doors that lead to the outside." Giving him a thankful nod, you walked out of the room following Diavolo's instructions towards the doors that lead out and, after stepping onto grass you broke out into a sprint. Running as fast as your legs could with your heart beating loudly in your chest you finally made it to the House of Lamentation relieved that you were so close to seeing the one you longed for, for what felt like years, however you wouldn't admit it but a small part of you was afraid that the cold Lucifer who opened up to you and became more welcoming and somewhat warm, may have reverted to being cold once more.