17:10
I dont know whether all this brain shit is juts dissociation anymore. Its a mix of so many things that i cant fucking control and im definitely aware of it, and its overlapping eveyr chance it gets and im so pent up with anger because of t. I dont know how to react, to process, to think anymore and im getting older and i have to grow more mature and i dont think i can do that with a brain like this.
It wasn't like this before, why does have to be like this now....
