Mine | Draco Lucius Malfoy

1. Another year

"You're a fucking bore Theo, you know that?" Pansy complained as she flipped a page in her book, the train carriage was mostly silent with only the small sound of raindrops and a slow chug of the train echoing around the walls, "that's not what you were saying yesterday love." Theo retorted back earning a warning glare from Pansy.

"Keep the fuck talk to a minimum will you?" Blasie commented pressing his fingers to the bridge of his nose, I giggled slightly at his annoyance, the carriage fell silent once again and I leaned over Pansy's shoulder in an attempt to catch a glimpse of what she had her nose stuck into for the past week.

"He rubbed his hand slowly up her thigh causing goosebumps to radiate down her body" I leant back and shook my head slightly, of corse it was porn on paper, she has no other hobbies.

Our attention turned towards the glass doors as Potter and his little friends ran past, my mouth salivated and I bit the inside of my cheek, "what's wrong Bianco, missing your little friends?" Blasie commented and I swatted him around the head, "I never liked those pricks anyway".

In my first year I made friends with Granger, in truth we have a lot in common, intelligence for example, we were what many would call inseparable until she left for Potter and Weasley, we haven't talked since and I'd rather like to keep it that way.

"Come on Blasie you know she doesn't like to talk about that." Pansy scolded him whilst I gazed at the doors still deep in thought. "I was just fucking round" he answered shutting down the conversation.

Theo reached into his bag and dragged out a sachet filled with wretched scented grass, Pansy shrunk away in disgust, " really Theo?" She commented plugging her nose, "not my fault you can't handle a bit of muggle-herb" he replied lighting a blunt before handing me a pre-rolled one.

"Lills come on, really?" Blasie says in an attempt to snatch it from my mouth, I swat his hand away earning a small smirk from Draco, "I've smoked too many for it to matter now." I retort and remove the blunt from my lips before inhaling slightly and releasing the smoke from my lungs.

Theo mirrors my actions and coughs slightly, I chuckle watching his attempts, come to think of it I don't think I've ever seen him smoke, well muggle-herb at-least.

My thoughts were interrupted by a pale veiny hand reaching over and removing the weed from my lips, my cheeks fluttered red as I watch Draco take a puff of the herb before leaning over and placing the blunt softly back between my rosy lips.

His smirk widened slightly, I inhale feeling the smoke pass into my body, my mind became fuzzy and nothing mattered, everything was quieter now, almost peaceful.

"Rough summer?" Draco asks as I full the air around me with the wretched scent of muggle-herb, I give him a small shrug in response, he once again removed the blunt from my lips and began smoking it.

In truth I came from what the average person would call a broken home, I didn't really like to talk about it though, Hogwarts was more of a escape than a school.

Malfoy and I continued to share the muggle-weed, we mostly made small talk which was nice but unusual, we only really talked when we were high or assigned to missions together.

The overwhelming dread of the dark mark weighed over me like a tone of bricks, so I did what I always do, I repressed the fear and the worry and buried it in drugs, alcohol and sex.

Sure it wasn't healthy but it worked for the most part, after a while my lungs began to throb but the euphoric feeling was taking over my body. Oh how I missed the happiness.

"Remember when you fucked Greengrass?" Theo questions Draco in an attempted to piss him off, I shifted my gaze over to the blond boy whose jaw was now clenched, Draco didn't like anyone bringing up his sex life, it was like dugs, dangerous and addicting.

Blasie rolls his eyes and shoots a comment towards Theo "Do you ever talk about anything other than sex?" Theo ignores him.

Draco doesn't respond to Theo's attempts which visibly irritates him, "What about you Bianco?" He paused failing to read the room before continuing, "what was the boys name, Cedric?"

As the words left his mouth my stomach clenched and I paused sending a shocked expression Theo's way, "Fucking hell Theo what's your issue?" Draco scolds him.

Repress.

"What she didn't even like his anyways?"

Repress.

"They only fucked like twice!"

Repress.

"I think everyone's just a bit high right now." Pansy tries to calm down the situation, Theo sits back in his seat clearly pissed off.

Blasie sends a worried look towards me but he is met with nothing, no emotion, no happiness, no sarcastic replies, nothing.

In a way this only seemed to worry him further, it was odd how protective Blasie was over me, not in a romantic way more in a older brother kind of sense.

My head began to churn and I pressed my fingers against my temples, this was going to be a long year.

The chug of the train began getting louder and louder until it felt as if it was booming inside my head, the loud noice repeated consecutively echoing around the walls of my brain.

The noise only seemed to piss me off further, I stumbled upright slightly, and walked towards the door.

"Lills you alright?" Theo asks, "Yeah I'll see you guys later" I say before stepping out of the small room that seemed to be shrinking by the second.

Much to my disappointment the booming only seemed to continue, there seemed to be some disarray behind me before the door once again slid open and Pansy stood next to me.

"Let's go find an empty carriage" she comments grabbing my hand and guiding me future down the corridor.

Silence.

The booming was gone, everything had stopped, just me and my thoughts.

"Theo can be a ass sometimes, but he just finds it fun." She commented as she ran her fingers through my hair. "He's an ass all of the time." I reply before adding "I still don't see why you date him".

Pansy chuckled slightly "cause he's good in bed" I scoffed and rubbed my face with my palms " I didn't need to know that."

"You're stoned you won't remember it anyways" she laughs.

The train continued to chug and we continued to talk until the chug subsided and soon so did the chat.