Angel protector //Hyunlix

⊹₊ : ˚ ͙۪۪̥Felix past｡˚✩ ˖ *⁎

♡Felix pov♡
Tomorrow starts summer holidays, like finally, I don't really like school that much, but i have good grades.
No gonna lie, i'm the first of class and i'm pretty knowed for that. Hah. I'm the smartest of the school.
Back to the holidays, i don't really want to go to beach, it's not like i don't like Summer.. Just i don't want to go, i think because of too much sun?
Today i still have to go to school, because tomorrow starts holiday so, I have to hurry.
I didn't even have time to eat and say goodbye to my family, i don't have a really god relationship with them.. that's because of one thing.
Religion
Like, you can't oblige me to believe in god or angels or anything else. If i don't believe it's my decisions, really i have a reason why i don't like god.
Get the popcorn.

•Flashback•
"Momm!!" I screamed
"Yes honey?" "Can we go visit grandma and grandad? I miss them"
"Of course! Go call dad okay sweety?"
"Yes mom!" I hugged her and went to call dad.
He was on his desk signing business.
"Dad! Dad!" I said hopping
"We are going to visit grandma and grandad let's go!"
"Oh sure, let's go my boy"

My dad said holding me in his arms, my dad was like a hero for me.
We got downstairs, mom had my jacket in his hand telling me to put it on, I obeyed what she told me and put it on.
"Let's go mom and dad!!"
The two giggled at the cuteness of his baby.
The car ride was very calm, a comfortable silence.

-at grandparents house-
Mom rang the doorbell.
A few minutes passed but no one answered, Mum and dad were starting to get worried, I didn't understand what was happening.
So they started knocked a Little bit hard.

Finally, grandad opened.
But.. he wasn't that happy.. he always has a big smile on his face, now I was worried too, he used to pick me up and tell me how much he loved me, i really loved my grandparents, I was really attached to them, when my parents weren't around, mostly because they're busy in business treaveling. They always took me to grandpa and grandma, I never threw a tantrum or anything, so they were always cool with me.
What could I do without them? Absolutely nothing. I wouldn't be me. Would be nobody.

"Grandad.. what's wrong..?"
"N-nothing my pretty boy.. nothing.. i have to talk to your mother, stay with dad okay, and be good"
"Yes grandad!"

-with felix mother and grandad-

"Listen, jyheon..(Invented name, no k-pop Idol) your mother Is in hospital.. I-i don't know if she's gonna d-do It.."
"W-what dad!? Why didn't you tell me early?!" Jyheon said now crying.
"I-i'm sorry baby.. i couldn't.. she told me to not.. she didn't want you to worry about her.."
"How could i not worry for her!? She Is literally my everything, my mom! The one who raised me!"
"Dad.. i want to see her, please.."
"Yes.. we can go now.."
"But there's Felix.."
"Sooner or later he will have to know the truth, if you don't tell him now you risk being hated in the future for not telling him"
"You're right.."
"Yes, now let's go.."

-at the hospital-
"Mommy, daddy what are we doing here? Are you sick?"
"Listen honey.." my mom said, Stooping to my level.
"You love grandma so much right?"
"Of course!" "Well.. but grandma she's in a bit of trouble with health"
Felix face got pale, there was an emptiness inside, for a while and he couldn't breathe anymore.
"M-mom.. what do you mean.. i-it's grandma alive?"
"She Is sweety, but she's not in the right conditions right now.."
"M-mommy.. can I-i see her..? Please.."
"Yes honey.."
Felix she was almost running down the halls to see her grandmother.
She was in every moment of Felix's life. He can't, he doesn't want to accept that his granma can die in every moment

Felix flung the door open, immediately sitting down in the chair next to the cot, where his dear grandmother was.
"Grandma.. can you hear me? It's me Felix.." he said with a little smile
His grandmother turn to face the boy.
"My dear lix.."
"How are you..?" My grandma said
"Good grandma.. and y-you..?"
"My little pretty sunshine.. you know how am I.. i'm sorry.. i can't do anything about it..remember that i love you so much.. never forget that grandma loves you so much, and she will keep you in her fragile heart.." She said taking Felix hand. Felix can feel his cheecks wet by now from all the tears that came out of his eyes.

"G-grandma.. please.. don't leave me.. i will pray god to make you feel well.."
"Haha.. my pretty boy.. if only god can always do something for this cases.."
"I will! I will change your health, by praying everyday, everynight, evening, night, afternoon"
"Just.. promise me that you will always, make your decisions, that you will be responsable of yourself, that you will not hate anyone."
"I promise grandma!"
"Good boy.. i love you Lix.. never forget"
"I won't grandma!"

After that episode Felix always prayed, just as he promised.
"Please god.. save my grandmother.. please.. i beg you.."

"Please lord... Save my grandmother, make her stay better.. i don't want to lose her.."

"Please god! Today my grandma wasn't feel well at all.. are my prays really not working..?"

"I'm start thinking that my prays are not enough for that.. but i won't give up! Everything for my grandmother!"

"God.. are you listen to my prays? at least half.. if you're listening to this please help my grandmother.."

This for days and weeks.
Until..

"M-mother.. Is d-dead..?"
"Y-yes.." grandad said crying
"G-GRANDMA IS D-DEAD!?!? N-NO I-IT CAN'T BE REAL.. I PRAYED FOR HER.."

"I HATE YOU GOD!"

from that day Felix started hating everything that had to do with god.
"I'm sorry my dear grandma if i'm going to break your promise.. But this is unacceptable.."

Unfortunately, his grandad died too after one year because of a heart attack, he dreamed about his wife and that made him feel bad. He didn't do It..
Felix had one more reason to hate god.
"How could you take away the person that I love most in the world? Why not someone else?"

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