Angel protector //Hyunlix

⊹ ｡ ﾟ⁖✦ ˖ ⊹ ｡ ﾟ˖ ✧Hyunnie..⊹ ｡ ﾟ⁖✦ ˖ ⊹ ｡ ﾟ˖

⚠️I advise you to read this chapter with the song "only love can hurt like this"⚠️
⚠️IF YOU FINISH ONLY LOVE CAN HURT LIKE THIS, I suggest you read it with "everything i wanted" you will cry, i was crying while writing😭⚠️

♡Felix pov♡
I don't want to go out.. not knowing that you aren't with me.. talking, laughing, kissing, hugging me.. I need you, i can't carry on without you.. i was crying the hell out of me, until my parents came home, i didn't want them to know that i was crying so i quickly wiped my face, Putting some foundation under my eyes so the dark circles didn't show.

I don't want also them to ask me about what happen.. if i had to tell them It would hurt me.. so i prefer not. I still can't believe him, why he did that? Couldn't you leave your mission? Yes i did want my family back.. but i didn't want you to go away, to disappear.

I hate you for doing this, to make me fall for you, you didn't have to do It, you see? Now that I'm fond, I won't be able to go on. If i was able to go back, i wouldn't make you doing anything, and also.. if i was able to go back.. i would told you 'i love you' as it should. if only yesterday I would have told you 'I love you' too' could you be here with me?

If yes.. then i want to go back, to tell you how much i love you, i would tell in front of all the world. I-i'm Sorry hyunjin.. i really am.
You're an asshole, but i can't hate you.

"Felix let's go!" My mom said
I got downstairs, with 0 desire, but i have to smile a little or i can hurt their feelings.. now that they asked me to repair with me, I don't want to miss this opportunity, i thank you Hyunjin for this.. thank you for convincing my parents..

"Hi mom!" I said a little bit smiling
She smiled me back
"Let's go! We want to take you to the park where.. i don't know if you remember, where we played, when you were little, i remember you also asked me for ice cream"
"YOU REMEMBER?!"
"Of course sweety"
"YES! YES! LET'S GO"
She smiled at me, i was really happy, i didn't expect her to remember.. i'm super happy.. i'm almost crying

The park was near our house so we got there walking.
We talked, laughed like a happy family, but i can't still forget you Hyunjin, and i don't want.

When we arrived at the park we sat on the bench.
"What good memories." Mom said
"Yes.." "Sweety something happen? You sound off" "Nono! I'm fine mom"
"Are you sure?" "Yes mom don't worry" I gave her a small smile.

"So dear.. i want to know you better, so tell me something about you.. and i will tell something about me, don't need to tell me when Is your birthday I remember that"
"Ok.. so, as you all know i'm Felix, and my favorite color Is black, i like Cats, rice and cakes. Family Is something too important for me, and i like someone" i said the last phrase with a sad smile

"Who Is the person you like honey?"
"Someone that helped me with you.. the person i thought that was a sticky man, the person that made me happy, the person that i love, that i would do everything just to have him here now with me one last time.. to say to him how much i love him.. and yes mom i like boys, hope that you don't mind It.."

"Of course no honey.. you are free to choose who you like, Is that the boy that talked to me? He's name was hoong- hyu-"
"Hyunjin.. yes.. it's him"
"Oh honey why? You can't see him again? Something bad happen to him?"
"Oh no mom.. he's in a safe place, better that the Earth.. and i know he's watching me right now.. i don't want to cry, i know he wouldn't want it.."
Some tears fell from my cheeks.

"Hey.. Hey.. don't cry my pretty boy.. i'm sure he loves you too.. even if he's not here, he will always watch you, helping you, this Is what angels are for, he was like your soulmate.."
"You say..? But if he was my soulmate even for what he did, God wasn't going to bring him away.. mom i can't without him, i really can't.."

"I know honey it's hard to accept.. but, think about him if he's happy where he Is, maybe one day he will be reincarnated in another person, and you will meet him"
"R-really? Is this possible?"
"Of course sweety.. a person can be reincarnated, and he gives you signs to let you know if it was the person you had next to you"

"Mom thank you.. your words are comfortable" i said hugging her, She hugged me back.

The day went by, we enjoyed ourselfs, knowing eachother's, and It was really funny.

Always thinking if you were here would my family know you as my.. boyfriend..? I won't cry, i know you're here with me right now and i'm happy but also sad.. i will always love you hyunnie, never ever forget that, i'm sorry if I didn't told you, I did a bad mistake.. i lost the person that i love for this..

♡Hyunjin pov♡

"I love you too my love.. I wish i could be with you right now.. living happily as two happy boyfriends.. I will always be by your side even if you can't see me.. i will do little things that make you know that i'm with you in that moment.."

♡End pov♡

Days, weeks, years, went by, like really fast, and now i'm 23, yes it passed time since the last time, with my family I have definitely resolved, i'm in a k-pop group i'm a rapper of the group "straykids" minho and han and Changbin were in the group with me, we were 7, if you ask and hyunnie? I gave him a nickname! And yes i still miss him, now i'm with Changbin, i tried something new, I needed it to move from him.

I have no doubt that when he declared himself it took me a while to accept him, but then i accepted, months went by and i tried to love him, and i sort of did, I'm convinced that even Hyunjin would like me to get together to someone else so as not to feel bad for him. And i will do It hyunnie, for you. I promise you, if you're only ever reincarnated as another person, I want to be the first to know you.
I love you hyunnie..♡

The end!!
Yes i'm Sorry for this sad ending.. but if you like i will do a book sequel for this story with Happy ending!! Just tell me and I will do It😽