Angel protector //Hyunlix

♡̷⁺₊˚✧I hate you♡̷⁺₊˚✧

3 weeks later

♡Felix pov♡
In this weeks me and hyunjin got a bit along.. but i still hate him, just a bit, because he's too sticky, stubborn, he always does what he wants and never listens to me. It's annoying.

instead with my parents? The same thing. they leave me without saying anything, I'm starting to doubt that 'mom's' words were sincere, true, that time.
Do you want to stay on good terms with me? Well I rely on trust.

I cry over them, when i damn well know that i shouldn't.
I told grandma and grandad to help me, maybe having some sincere love from them. Even a little bit, I ask a lot?
I loved my family a lot, the one that i would never betray, the one that that I thought I could vent to them, ask them for advice, nothing.

What's the use of a family that doesn't love you, that only remember you if you call them, that make up excuses, say false things? Nothing.
I hate them, this time for real.

Leaving family, let's talk how am I feeling right now. Why not?
First, han called me Yesterday, he told me that minho finally asked him to be his boyfriend, and I was really happy for them, i love how they being all lovey dovey, they are the meaning of ship.

Second, i made a new friend, his name Is jeongin, he's so cute! He looks like a fox, when he smiles he makes everyone smile! I met him 2 days ago, at the cafè, yes i went there because i didn't want to stay alone at home, he approached me, he told me if we could be Friends because he Just moved, he Is from Busan.
I wasn't born here too, but i moved 7 years ago, so i pretty know well korea.
I showed him Seoul, and we exchanged numbers. That's how we became Friends!

Third, hyunjin didn't bother me that much, luckily, so I enjoyed it to the fullest, without it buzzing or appearing in front of me giving me a heart attack.
And to be honest I didn't even mind, so he learn to understand how it feels to have a pain in the ass like him.

And nothing, there aren't other goods news.
So back to reality.

I was on my couch, with hot chocolate, looking another k-drama, i finished business proposal, so i started Weightlifting Fairy Kim-bok joo, i literally like It! I'm on 2 episode, It's interesting.
do you want peace? run away from home.

"What do you want?? Can't leave me alone for more than 5 minutes?"
"No."   "you piss me off every time. Can't you go somewhere else?? You can turn into a human, go make more friends, asocial boy"
"I don't want to"
"At least don't piss me off"
"I can't"   "Come on, you can, now go somewhere else, i'm seeing a k-drama"
"Then i'm seeing It with you"
"Do whatever you want, asocial boy"
"I'm not asocial" he looked at me raising an eyebrow.
"You are, You have the opportunity to become human again but you don't take advantage of it"
"Whatever."  I hummed

We were already on episode 3, I was so focused on seeing the K-drama that I didn't realize it was already evening.
"Aren't you hungry?" He asked me
"No" I always answered with my eyes looking at the screen.
He took the remote control and turned off the television.
"HEY! WHY DID YOU DO THAT!?"
"You have to eat. Come."
"You can't do whatever you want without asking me permission."

"I can."
"No you can't"   "yeah, yeah now come."
"are you never sweet? You look like some business man"
"Yes i'm never."   "Sin"
"Will you prepare me to eat? Since you said I have to eat"
"Obviously."  "Oh yea-"   "No."  "You're so mean. Shame on you for treat this sunshine right here like this."
"Ok?".  "Ok!? What 'ok' mean!? You know what, i'm gonna watch my k-drama don't you dare take the remote control. i will hug It, so you can't"
I smirked in Satisfy.

Like i said, i was watching the k-drama, i had the remote in my arms, and hyunjin wasn't there.
But I started to get hungry, so i'm gonna take something to eat.
There was noodles, seems like i have to buy something tomorrow.
I made noodles, and i got on my couch.

WHERE IS THE REMOTE CONTROL!?
"HYUNJIN I'M GONNA KILL YOU"

I got upstairs, looking for him in my bedroom, i opened my door.
He wasn't there.
I was about to turn to leave, the door closes.
Oh shit... I ran to the door.
"H-hyunjin! Open the door please..!"
"Hyunjin..! Please!"
I have the fear of dark.. "p-please.."
I beg in silent, I was too scared of the dark, so I put my head on my knees hugging them.
"Please..open.."
I start crying, I started hearing things, people calling me, yes this was a disease, even my "parents" knew it, They used to take me to the doctor but it seems like I was getting better but no. I was getting worse.

I felt someone touch me, i start crying even worst, he was telling me 'don't cry, it's useless' now i was really scared.
"Please hyunjin.. open this damn door.." I thought.
"He Is a protector.. then why he Is doing this to me.. he Is suppose to protect me not scare me.."
i was still crying, now i had enough of the voices telling me to do things i would never do.
I hate this. I hate you. I would never forgive you for this, you're making my disease worse because of this prank of yours.

After 10 minutes, i was still sobbing.
But the door opened, showing a worried hyunjin.
Ah yes? Now you're worried asshole?
I didn't lift my head from my knees, I didn't want to see him.
He approached me, i got up and walked away.
Before to get out the door I told him.
"I hate you."
I went downstairs, i didn't want to eat, only sleep. I've been crying for 20 minutes almost.

I sat down on the sofa and lay down, fortunately, I already had the pillow and blanket.
As soon as I put my head on the pillow I fell asleep.