Angel protector //Hyunlix

༺☆༻Hyunjin past༺☆༻

When i was a kid, my parents loved me so much, they would spend time with me everyday, every hours, they did their job well as parents.
and I'm grateful, but one day, i was at the park, with them.
And some band of mobsters, started a shooting.
Everyone started shouting, running. And that scared me. I have the fear of loud noises.
I couldn't find my parents, i started crying.

I began to see if I could find them, but my eyes were dim from crying too much.  "Please.. help me.. i beg you God.."  we were catholics, i believed in god, I went to masses, even weekly, I always went, so when I was in danger or asked for help, he gave it to me.

That day, i prayed so much. I didn't know well what was happen, i was Just a 5 years old kid.
I start screaming. "Mom, dad!"  Running, trying hard to find them.
The deepest of my hope, It said my parents would leave me at the park, there, alone, as the meaning of abandoning. But I didn't believe it, I knew they would never have allowed themselves to do such a thing.

I began to see women, men and children lying on the ground with…blood. It sounds bad to say, but It was reality, i wanted It to be a dream, and wake as fast as possible. Unfortunately, It wasn't a dream.
I lost hope to find my parents, in short, it was my destiny.
To be alone. I thought my parents were died, guess i was wrong.

One some mobsters, pointed his gun at me, i cried even more.

He didn't spare me..

What a monster. Deserves hell.
A kid? Seriously? I have no words to describe the wickedness that this man made me suffer.
I fell on the ground, unconsciously.
My parents.. All what I was thinking at the time.
'am i really gonna die like this God..? What did I do to deserve this.. Did I do something wrong?' i thought.

I felt someone try to wake me up, from the cries of my name, I knew they were my parents.. so they didn't leave me.. What a gratification..

It's a pity that..

I won't be with them anymore..

Always remember your dear hyunjin loves you so much.. even if i'm too young, some things I understand, like death.
It's a pity, I won't be able to have a future like others.. And I think I'm a little jealous for that.

since that day, which sadly I died, I have always looked after my parents, always. I always saw mom and dad crying.
Sorry for leaving you like this.. It wasn't my intention, It was my fate.

I was present at my own funeral.. it was really weird, all those people crying, it made me feel bad, like It was my fault.
I hope they arrested those mobsters, they made a massacre. Their actions should be punished, very cruelly. Minimum with a life sentence.

All in all, the sky wasn't very bad, there were other children too, many also from that massacre.
For years, I stood by watched and helped.
until God gave me this mission.

And my job is to finish it so I can go back up there in the sky. I wouldn't mind, It a good place.

This Is very small but don't mind It please😭