Angel protector //Hyunlix

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♡felix pov♡
I was enjoying the feeling so much that, I didn't realize who I was kissing.
I couldn't care less, i was kissing hyunjin, we both liked it, we had no intention of separating, we were like two magnets, we could not be separated, and it was better that way.
I felt that it was destiny, that he had to be the person who had to happen to me, but I don't want to admit it.

I don't understand my feelings well, sometimes I like some I don't.. in moments I don't know whether to listen to the heart or the brain.
Many say that the brain is wrong in things of love, while the heart is not, the brain is only useful to me for school, study, to memorize, but I will never make It decide for love, So heart, tell me, Could I like him? Give me an answer or I might go crazy.

after we separated from the kiss, we looked at each other so intensely that I wish he would always look at me like this, every day.
"Felix."   "U-uh yes..?"
"I think i like you."   "A-are you joking..?"     "Why would I?"
"I.. I don't know.. it's Just that, i'm really confused about my feelings right now hyunjin.. i really don't know what to do.."
"Don't worry sunshine, you can think about It, obviously i won't give up on you."    "Ok.. thank you"
"Let's go home?" "okkeyy"

strange but true, we made our way home in silence we didn't know if it was a comfortable silence or an awkward one.
Nobody spoke anything until we got home.
When we entered home, i saw my.. parents. What are they doing here? they said they wouldn't be here, until at least tomorrow.

"Mom.. dad? What are you doing here?"
"Oh hey sweety.. we came earlier"
"For me..? By any chance.."
"Well.. uh-"   "Don't worry, I understand"
"Who's that boy next to you? Have you made new friends? Fantastic! He Is also pretty"
"Why change the subject.. anyways. Yes he's my friend"
I looked at him, he looked at me.
"Hyunjin. You want to tell her?"
"Ok i will.. wish me luck"
"I will, fighting!"

"I'm Sorry ma'am, could I talk with you?"
"Of course dear, what's wrong?"
"Could I talk with you privately?"
"Yes, come here"

♡with luji(Made up name for Felix's mom) and hyunjin♡

"I'm sorry ma'am to come here to your house to tell him that, but it's really important"
"Dear you can call me luji"
"I'm hyunjin by the way"
"Luji.. I wanted to say something about Felix.."

"did he do something wrong?"
"Absolutely not! Your son it's an Angel, but i wanted to tell you that, Felix I don't know if he's noticed, he's been sad lately. I'm about to tell you this because I want him to be happy again, and for your sake, Felix since I met him does nothing but talk to me about you, telling me how much he loves you .. but that you don't, for some business trip what are you doing, because you leave him alone without saying or because according to him you don't give a damn about him, I think that's not the case, and that you love them very much, or at least I hope"

"My heart aches to know that he cries for you, for everything he says while he sleeps, that he wants a normal family, for the nightmares he has of his grandparents who are sadly dead, I only ask you to think about what I'm saying, at least for the good of your son, to make him grow up with your love.. given that up to now it was his grandparents who gave him all the affection and everything he needed, so please think about It"

"Hyunjin.. it's real all the things you told me now..?"
"Yes they are.."
"I- i didn't knew.. if only I could go back in time.."
"You can still fix things, but you have to do it because you want to, not because I said so, things must come from the heart remember"
"You're an angel, really."
"Could i know why Felix always tell me that you hate him?"

"Well.. for a while we seriously hated him.. we were irresponsible parents, we didn't think about anything but money, as if we didn't have a child, even if until yesterday we got carried away by the same thing.. And also because he hates god.. while we are believers, and for us that was a shame, because we always went to the point that god helped us and that he always had to thank him, Even now we think the same thing, but before it was like a shame to have an unbelieving child."

"Oh.. i understand, but you love him right?"

"Well dear.. I don't want to tell you a lie, it would be a shame. I don't want to consider him my son.. I don't know anything about him.. even if he was born from me, I'd be stupid to be considered a mother by him.. I don't know If I love him, he Is like a stranger, precisely because I've never really been next to him, I've never made sure I'm talking to him, To know him those few times I was at home, or that time when we went to eat, we spent hours together but out of shame I didn't ask him how he was, if he could tell me of his day, I feel like I'm not his mother, that I don't deserve him"

"Oh.. Would you like to try to reconnect your bond?"
"I- i don't know.. i'm not sure.. time and time again I've thought about… a-abandon him.. I feel like shit just thinking about it.. I- i don't deserve a son like Felix, he's a good person, with a heart of gold, instead me? What am I? A woman with a black hole for a heart."
"I hope you will think about It.. obviously take your time, now let's go before they get worried"

Guys always Remember that your parents always love you!! Don't pay attention to what I wrote, always think about enjoying your time with your parents because now they are here and now they are gone, don't be like me! And always enjoy your parents when they love you so much!