If you look for truth, you may find comfort in the end if you look for comfort you will not get either comfort or truth only soft soap and wishful thinking to begin, and in the end, despair.
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I start to get to my room in the mansion when I hear someone crying out of nowhere.
When I turn to face the voice, I am shocked to realize that it is Taehyung.
Other parts of me want to ignore him, but other parts also want to approach him.
But yeah I sign and go toward him
When he cries he is such a baby
I approach him and sit close to him.
I assumed Taehyung was not in a position to respond in any way when he saw me but didn't say anything or do anything to me.
He merely sat down and rested his head on my lap, comfortably adjusting himself.
I merely stroke his head without saying anything.
I know he needs this
Or maybe I want too
For some time neither of us speaks anything, just like that both of us remain silent, we both just keep looking at the moon.
The full moon reminds us of someone
Perhaps Taehyung as well, given the way he appears to be searching for someone's face in the moon when he glances at the moon.
Taehyung began the conversation after observing the moon for a while, but he did not take his eyes off the full moon.
He asked, staring at the moon, "Do you know why I'm looking at it."
He understands that I want him to go on even though I say nothing.
"There was a time when I used to watch the full moon with someone every night; we always liked to see the full moon because it brings us a sense of peace. We just used to watch the full moon without saying anything" he continued.
"However, look at where fate has placed us: Today I am alone viewing the full moon, I miss her yn I am missing her," he sobbed.
I just wiped away his tears as he continued, "She gave her life to protect me from harm."
"Why did she treat me that way? Did she not believe that I would protect her, save her, and protect her from harm? Did she not believe in my love? "He continued, then finally closed his eyes and began to cry. I quickly wiped it away.
That's all I was thinking as Kevin left me, so I remained silent.
"Maybe you're right Bear Maybe they didn't love Maybe they didn't trust Maybe they didn't think that we are also capable of saving ourselves, you are right, Bear."
"It was never loved, if it was there, they would have considered us equal, just like that, they don't leave us alone in this cruel word."
"What is the use of such a sacrifice to save the one whom you love, what is the use of the sacrifice, but what is the use of leaving them to die in this world."
"If this is the only sacrifice to be made in love, then such love is not needed." finally I just tell tears fell and cried
This time, I was an absolute mess, and I couldn't give a fuck about what others around me or Taehyung thought of me.
I am crying a mess
Taehyung got up from my lap and asked, "What happen? Are you keeping something from me?" as he cupped my cheek or wiped away my tears.
I simply give him a bear hug and sob all I want.
He's simply giving me gentle back rubs, but I don't need consolation right now; I just want to express the agony I haven't yet shared—not even with Vante since I've never had to talk about it.
But now that word has spread about it, I can't stop now.
"Hey sugar please don't cry if you don't want I will wait for its okay baby I will wait for you" he just rubbed my back and kiss the top of my head continuing
"No taehyung I want to tell you," I said as I face him I look at his eyes which just show worried for me to forget the pain he feel a moment ago
"I want to tell you some part of my past which I have never shared with anyone" finally I said I did not know what I will say to any one of them.
"Can you hear me please?" I said while pleading
I said as I was bagging, "I can't hold it in any longer, I can't handle it any longer, please help me to ease my suffering please Taehyung."
He kissed my forehead and my eyes and said, "Hey please, I'm willing to listen, ok don't say that tell me what you want to say, and I'll listen, I'll never judge you, alright always remember." I just wrapped his shirt firmly in my first
What happened to me, which is why I cried in front of them, but I can't do anything right now.
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