The celebration has ended. Only Appa and Jungkook were not present at the dinner table while Jinnie and I were cooking dinner for everyone, so I went to call Appa. As soon as I approched Appa, I notice that he was alone and standing close to the gate's corner, staring at Jungkook with a sad expression on his face. who had his feet in the water while sitting by the pool with his face drooping, and I now understand why.
Jungkook and Jimin haven't spoken since Jimin confronted him angrily. How many times did Jimin attempt to speak, but each time, Jungkook simply leaves without giving him the chance?
Since I was responsible for whatever occurred between the two brothers, I shall keep them both together.
I approach Appa and give him a hug from the side; Appa recognises me and gives me a hug as well. My right hand is being cuddled closely by Appa's right hand, and The left hand of Appa is in his pocket.
"Hey Appa, you're thinking of Jungkook" i said while hugging appa's right hand
"Yes, my princess, he is also my son, my wonderful, my smart my beloved son, who also want my attention, but I have neglected to give him and all of my children because I once felt that I was a horrible father to them." Appa said and also hug me and caressing my hand as well
"Neither I could give them my love, I was unable to show them my affection, devote my attention to them, spend quality time with them, or impart any knowledge. All of the children were extremely young when their mother abandoned them,
but my Jungkook was very little that time, that he did not get the love of his mother. Nor at that time I could give him father's love, I am was so selfish that time, I was so lost in myself when my first wife died. I was aware that I had lost my wife,
but I overlooked the fact that my children had also lost their mother. They also required comfort and love at the moment, but I was unable to provide those things for them as well.
When every time, I return home, it usually takes me several days, and as soon as I am inside the house. , I lock myself in my room But I was unable to even enter my children's room and speak to them once, or even place a loving hand on their heads.
You know what princess, As for my children, whatever they may be now, they have all stood on their own, raised themselves by own, and experienced by own, a loveless childhood. Even Mother's affection wasn't given to them.
and father
Despite having a father, they were not even shown any love and care by their father.
What kind of father am I, I could not give love to my children, nor could I give time when they needed it the most." Appa said looking at jungkook while tears in his eyes
"hey appa look at me" i said and appa look at my eyes
"Listen to me appa first look at my eyes only, Appa Do you understand that you are the best father in the world? Also, don't forget that I am extremely proud of you, appa. Being your daughter is a blessing to me. You will always be my father, and I am proud of that, whether you are my biological father or stepfather you always be my father no mater what." I said and while looking at appa i was thinking in my mind
You are always iszy's father appa
You know what
Yn has a father
Isabell has a father
Queen has a father
Adira has a father
Bella has a father
But now you are my father appa and no one can change it
And I know as well that isabell also consider you as her appa and I don't feel bed because she need love and care which she never got
i again said to appa
"You know what appa, they were confident enough to stand alone by own, they knew if they fell, their father would catch them, because they knew their father will never let them from falling.
They were able to grow up alone because they were confident enough that their father would always be there to support them.
They knew that even if they didn't receive your love, but they would still be protected by their father, but they also knew that appa if somthing happened with any of them, they knew that their father will stand with them through any situation and won't let them lose, no matter what.
they knew that their father is definition of cold behavior, but they also know apps that their father will become their comfort zone too if needed.
They loves you very much Appa, they knew that you did not show your love to them, so that they did not getting feel weak That's why they don't fall, to be strong, because they knew that their father will always be with them, no matter what the condition is.
"princess my princess tell me how you learned to be so intelligent." appa said while tapping my head with loving way
"Just father, life teaches us a lot, whether you are laughing or crying, whether you like it or not, life keeps doing what it has to do with us." i said with smile
"Appa, don't worry, everything will be fine.
Before I leave, I will make everything right." i said
"You believe me, Appa?" i ask while looking at appa's eyes
"More than anyone" appa said with smile
"so leave everything to me"
"I'll make sure Jungkook returns home happy. I'm bringing Jungkook along."
"Will you make a commitment, please?" appa ask
I just nodded
"Do you promise to never leave me?"
"I swear to you that I will always be your daughter and that you may always find me close by whenever you need me."
"You're going to leave me"
"Leave it running on time."
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Bts ff || mafia stepbrothers ||
FanfictionA girl, she is Kang YN. Her life was not normal but fine until her mother gets married to a rich businessman who fall in love with her mother. They are the rulers of underworld.7 demons in human bodies. They most Merciless mafias. They know nothing...
