Appa and I head back to the mansion. As soon as we enter, we all gather in the living room. As soon as Mother notices us, she approaches us and says. Mother
asked me with an anxious expression, "Where were you? How long have I been waiting?"
I said, with a pleasant smile on my face, "I and Appa went out for dinner, so we were late. It's good mother, don't worry. I will not leave you anyway, so relax."
"Mother, could you kindly do something for me?" I asked her to, please Mother
She answered in a cheerful voice, "Sure, sweetie, please your you, eomma I will do anything."
I just simply respond, "I want to eat vegetarian today, so get ingredients from outside and cook it for me, I have to eat today's dinner," so that we can get ready for the night celebration.
With a perplexed expression, she said, "Just now you stated you both came while having dinner."
I answered in a baby voice, "sure, but I'm hungry again, please.
"All right, I'm going happy,"
I'm grateful to mother, "You are the best." Yay! I give her a close embrace and give her a hearty cheek kiss.
However, the mother is really shocked.
I murmured, "Don't be a horrified mother," and I pushed away from the hug.
I pleaded with Appa in a kind manner, "Appa, will you leave, I have to speak with Mother about something."
"Again," appa whim I chuckled.
"Appa, please,"
Appa said, "Great, come quickly, OK," and he walked away.
With a blank expression, I continued, "Mother, when I have forgiven you, I have not forgiven you only for speaking, I have forgiven you for everything. Whatever happened to me, I can't forget, even if I wanted to, but I can forgive you and soothe my suffering. "
She simply apologized, with a sincere tone, "I am very sorry for what I did."
"Your apologies can't erase what I went through, but don't worry, I won't do anything to you now; all I'll say is, don't give me reasons now that I've fully lost control over myself. When that day finally does arrive, I won't even know what to do, so please pray that it never comes, because if it does happen, everything will vanish and nothing will be left. You know, mother, even then it will be only me who suffers the most—not you or anyone else. And don't worry, they won't take me with them; I guarantee it." I told her just before leaving, not understanding why I had said all of this to her or even knowing she would never care.
"Tell me what to do so that you forget your past so that there is no pain, and the same grin comes back on your face," she asked, making me chuckle even though she meant it seriously.
"Are you able to return to me my love that you once stole from me? How can you make me smile again when you are the one who stole it away from me? " I said, looking squarely into her eyes.
She started with weeping eyes, "I didn't realize that he would do so awful to you. I thought he wanted you to be his daughter. I didn't know he would do so badly to you. " I didn't give a fuck about that.
"Seriously, mother, are you so innocent, or are you just acting innocently to make me feel better about what he did to me, and why do you think I hate you so much just because he did bad to me? has done worse to me. He has treated me worse than an animal. Even though I am alive, he forces me to live like a dead person, and you question me as to whether you were unaware of what he had done to treat me badly." I merely slightly increase my voice.
She continues to ask me, "What did he do?"
"You don't know, mother; you didn't even leave me with him; you took away my purpose for existing, and you say he did terribly; you even questioned what wrong he did. If someone experiences awful, you already understand what it means to name them bad and would use the phrase "bad" or "worse than bad" if you did." I spoke to her briefly while shutting down.
"Don't worry mother, if You will give me a good reason, then I will tell you whatever happened to me. I will ask for my every answer from you. Be ready on that day to answer my every answer. That day I will not give you any choice. Now go, what are you waiting for? I am a hungry mother, please," I said and started walking toward the living room.
I leave but halt halfway there without turning around or speaking.
I told my mother, "You know what? I don't have long to live, and thanks to you," and I walked away.
"Why is she saying that? What she says eludes me." She simply shrugs and goes to the store to get the ingredients.
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