Bts ff || mafia stepbrothers ||

Part 31

 
I got up and I was looking at Jimin. He was sleeping very comfortably, still holding me so tightly that if he lost his grip, I would disappear yn chuckled and smile sadly while looking at him.

Now yn gets serious and speaks

You are thinking right, Jimin, I am going to leave everyone soon. I mean everyone. Yes, Jimin, I didn't know you would be so cute. You would be so afraid to even lose me. Why didn't you meet me before, Jimin? Why is my life not normal? Why can't I stay with you all? Why am I compelled to leave you all?
Please forgive me. Jimin, but don't worry, whenever I leave you all, then none of you will cry, because then you will all hate me...I will have so much hatred for myself in you all so that there will be no sorrow for my departure.

How much more hatred will you increase in my heart for yourself, mother? Let me give some reason that I will have less hatred for you, Mother. You have come to snatch everything from me the starting, And still snatching from me you never learned to give mother, huh?

Tears kept falling from yn's eyes and caressing Jimin's cheek and kissing his forehead and saying,

I am sorry Jimin oppa. I am really sorry for leaving you forever. Please forgive your baby sister if possible. I know you will forgive me, but I am not worthy of your forgiveness. Now there is no apology for what I am going to do. If it is, then that is just hate.

I removed Jimin's hand from my waist and got up from my bed and went to the garden.

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I sat in the garden and watched the moon, and I smoked a cigarette until I heard a sound.

"you are smoking yn"

I was not sleeping so I went outside towards the garden and as soon as I came I saw someone sitting there. And I went close and saw that yn was sitting and smoking. "You are smoking yn"

"None of your business, yoongi" yn said without looking at him while continuing to smoking

"When will you learn to respect," Yoongi said while sitting beside her.

"not till death," yn said while looking at the moon "Why are you like this". Yoongi said while looking at the moon too. "There are a lot of reasons, which reason will you listen to?" Yn said in a calm voice. "Your mother never taught you anything". Yoongi said, while looking at her this time, "Don't take that woman's name" yn said this time scary tone but unnoticed by yoongi. "Yn doesn't speak like she is your mother", yoongi said while still looking at her. "that's why she's still alive," yn said in a very slow that yoongi did not hear clearly

"Huh, you said something," yoongi asked because he thought he heard something. "Nothing," Yn said in a simple tone while continuing smoking. "At least try to change yourself", yoongi said this time with worried eyes. "I don't need it," yn said."You need to know you are not just yn, but now, Kim yn, you have to stay here so you need," Yoongi said to realize her that now she is not yn like before. "who told me to stay here" yn said while looking at him, "Means" Yoongi frowned in confusion. "I will be leaving soon," Yn said, like nothing. Big deal to her "Where" Yoongi asked in confusion. "I don't even know," yn said while looking at the moon again. "You don't even know and you have to go. Are you even listening to yourself what you are saying" yoongi looked at her 'so done look?'  " You don't need to understand," yn said in another tone.

"You don't care about me, neither don't I care. You are nothing to me and neither am I to you", yn said, in a normal tone, but not knowing what he feels right now. "But you have accepted everyone else as your brother", yoongi asked in a hurting tone "Yes, I have accepted all as my brother except you Taehyung and Jungkook", yn said in a normal tone "in all of us is there a problem", yoongi asked in a broken tone while pointing at himself. "Ask yourself," Yn said in a stern voice.