We're having breakfast, so Appa speaks to my baby sister, who is eating her breakfast so cutely like she is eating for the first time.
"Sweetheart, you will never go alone again, okay?" appa said as he ate his breakfast.
"But why, appa? I'm not a kid, I'm mature enough to take care of myself," she frowned.
"I know, but you can't go anywhere alone, okay?" Appa said, looking her in the eyes.
"But I-" Appa interrupted her and said,
"No, but that's the final I care for you, baby," Appa said this with such concern for her that I never felt in her mother toward her.
"OK fine," she said irritably. I laughed as I realised how easily my cute sister gets irritated.
After breakfast,
Appa and Mrs. Kim leaves for their work. And she is on her way to go school when Hyung stops her.
"Yn you didn't hear what Appa said?" Yoongi hyung said while folding his hand near his chest.
"Jimin, take yn with you," Namjoon Hyung said sternly to me.
"OK, hyung," I said as I grabbed my car keys.
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Both of us are in the car, and neither of us says anything; I keep seeing her while driving. I don't do anything. I just wonder why she is so quiet today. She is never so quiet. There must be something bothering my baby sister. I can't find peace unless I ask her, so I do.
"Baby, do you have any problems you want to share with me?" I finally asked, looking at her as I came to a stopped car on the side of the road.
She doesn't say anything, just looks at Jimin with a question in her mind and thinks only one thing.
Please don't be so sweet, Jimin. Don't make me feel more regret. I already have a lot of regrets, and don't force me. I won't be able to leave you. Please don't make more trouble for me.
"What happened to my baby sister? Please tell me. I hope I can solve your problem. I don't like you being so quiet." I said this while holding her hand and locking mine.
"Nothing, just thinking about one thing," she said simply, but I could hear the sadness in her voice.
"What?" I asked, softly caressing her hand.
"Why don't you ever ask me about my past and why don't I talk to my mother properly?" she said. I'm surprised I didn't expect this, I replied. "You want to know why I never asked?" I said, looking at her, and her eyes showed that she eagerly wanted to know.
She simply nodded.
"Then listen, I didn't ask because I don't want to see you sad or angry, and you know why because I always want to see a smile on your face. I never want to see tears in your eyes. You are my baby sister, yn How can I push you into the past by repeatedly asking about your past and about your mother? I don't say anything, but I know everything. It's not that I don't know how Hyung asks you, again and again, they want to know your past, bring your mother into the middle, and I also know how much you must be hurt by listening. So why should I keep asking my sister about the thing that troubles her? Why should I keep asking her? I can't see the pain in your eyes yn. I don't want to know about your past; all I want to know is that my sister is with me now. You are my life, my home, and my heartbeat. How can I hurt myself?" I said, looking into her eyes, and seeing that she was looking for any lie in my words, I chuckled and sighed that she had a trust issue. But don't worry, my baby sister, you trust me the most no matter what the situation is like.
"So much love for me in such a short time," she added, pointing to herself, who was now questioning me. I told her to understand how much you mean to me in my life, even if I don't know how it happened so quickly,
"When I couldn't find you with me for a while, I felt how it is to lose someone; you have no idea how I feel at the moment, and you have no idea my heart rate had stopped for a while," I said, recalling the day and gripping her hand strongly, not wanted to let go.
"Don't do so much that you can't live if I'm gone," she says again, which irritates me even more.
"Then the same thing; you will not go anywhere; if you go, wherever you go, I will bring you back to me," I stated confidently. For now, I will never let her leave me; if she does, I will find her and bring her back to me, no matter where she is.
"Promise me, yn," I asked suddenly.
As soon as Yn hears the word of promise, her mind is again filled with hatred and the same thing comes to her mind. Jimin will also promise something to his brothers, but as soon as she hears it, she gets shocked and sees in Jimin's eyes that she fine there is any lie, but she sees full sister love for herself and seeing this, her eyes fill with tears.
"Promise baby, you will never again remember or be sad about your past. You will always be happy, no matter what the reason. You will never feel alone. Whenever you feel lonely, come straight to me. I will not ask you what happened. When you come to me, cry as much as you want until you feel better. I will not answer you. Tell me only if you want, my embrace to be open for you. Please don't ever bear anything alone. OK, YN
merely she nodded, not sure if she understood what she said or not because no words came out of her mouth.
"Always remember one thing of mine, baby: the more you think about the past, the more you'll be in pain. I'm not sure what happened in your past, but I'm sure it was so painful even if I can't imagine it. All I have to say is that, while we can't erase the past, we can influence the present." I said while kissing her hand from time to time to attempt to alleviate the pain in her eyes. I know I can't remove the pain, but I can try. I can transform sadness into joy, and I am willing to do anything for my sister, including investigating everything in her background.
"Why didn't you meet with me sooner?" She asked me like a lost baby,
"Because God intended for us to meet in this manner, sister and brother," I said while lovingly kissing her forehead.
"I just wanted to let you know that I've always wanted a little sister, and now that I have you, I'll never let you go," I said while recalling the day I asked my mother for a baby sister.
She remains silent; all she can think of is, I'm sorry, mochi.
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