I was on the school terrace, listening to songs at full volume in order to control my mind or stop thinking with my heart because this is the only way to control myself and completely erase the soft side. I have to kill my soft side. I can't become yn again. I was smoking a cigarette while listening to the song because it was my partner who stood by me without questioning me when I didn't want to answer anyone.
But then someone came into Terrence and called my name, which is really bothering me right now. It is possible that I will live peacefully or someone will allow me to live.
"yn yn, where are you? Please respond."
oho god, this piece of shit why she didn't leave me alone but I still didn't respond to her.
"You've been here since I've been calling you. Why aren't you answering, and hey do you smoke?" She finally found me sitting in the corner, panting heavily. She is blind or what? She saw me while smoking but still asked me if I smoked. Fucking idiot. I do not answer anything. I just get up from my place and start going towards the exit. As soon as I reach the exit, she stops me.
"Why are you avoiding me like that? Hmm, what have I done to you?" she lamented.
"Ohho, Bonnie, what have you done to me?" I turned around and remarked to her, "It's not a good manner. Don't give voice to someone like this from behind," in a low voice with a slight increase in my voice.
"You must use me whenever you require it. You only come to me whenever you need my assistance. Have you ever come to me for anything else? SO WHY DO YOU PRETEND TO BE LIKE THAT, FUCKING FRIEND OF MINE HUH?" I yelled at her in anger, but I know she didn't do anything wrong.
Bonnie flinches badly.
"no n-nothing like that yn please dont leave me I have no one here except you please" she sobbed
Oh my God, why is she crying? But I have to do it for her good, I said coldly, looking away while holding my hand near my chest, "I don't like weak people."
"Please don't leave me, I'll show you how strong I am." She begs me with her puppy eyes.
Oh my goodness, why, why, why only JUST Me? "Oh, so I know how you're going to be strong," I sternly inquired. I also want to know how she became strong without doing anything.
"I will be a strong girl like you, I respect you a lot. You are a brave girl, a fearless girl, and I really want to be like you," she said, her voice full of hope and joy. I just started laughing uncontrollably and then speaking dead seriously while approaching her closely and saying "oho so you want to be like me, so tell me what you can do to be like me" and my eyes were full of rage.
"Everything you say," she said, provoking me more than enough, but she has no idea what she has done.
I said in a whisper
"Sweetheart you can never like me, you don't want to be like me, you will never be like me, but still you have to be like me, I push a little and again said while looking at her "you have to forget yourself, all your wishes all your happiness even your soul and that too at the age of 3 year old, get torcher every day, live like a zombie, kill your loves one, become a monster, kill thousands of people just one command, destroy the whole mafia gangs by yourself, lost everyone who you love the most, leave them all you never want to leave, fake death, reborn with a new identity as a protector of the whole world"
Yn look at Her confused yet widening eyes, she smirked and said, "Now tell me you still want to be like me."
Bonnie does not say anything. She herself was not able to say what to say. Nothing was coming out of her mouth. What did she say or not?
"no answer right, I know that no one would want to be like me and after all, who would like to be one who does want to kill their own one," I said the last line in a whisper not wanting to let her know"now dont you dare to come near me from now on you are nothing to me after saying this, I walk away from there and only one thing comes out of my mouth. like whisper
I am sorry, Bonnie. This is good for you. Just stay away from me. But you know what, you are a good friend, but I am not
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Bts ff || mafia stepbrothers ||
FanficA girl, she is Kang YN. Her life was not normal but fine until her mother gets married to a rich businessman who fall in love with her mother. They are the rulers of underworld.7 demons in human bodies. They most Merciless mafias. They know nothing...
