Chapter 14
Miles' pov
I barely got any sleep after that realisation earlier today when I left heera's house
I can't be falling for her
This is not good
God, I'm panicking yet it was just a thought
But truth is I'm freaking out
I didn't expect to fall for her this fast
I knew it would happen but it's sth that I have to forget about
I'm not saying Heera's the problem
On the contrary its all on me
I can't allow another person close to me again
I won't survive the pain of loss again
I mean I haven't even recovered from the previous one
Getting close to people only hurts you when they leave and I had promised the last person that I wouldn't ever allow myself get close to anyone again
I know it's a pathetic way to live but honestly it's better to protect yourself further pain if possible
Heera is amazing to be put simply
She's everything I would ever want in a girl in future
She's kind independent compassionate and not forgetting she's totally beautiful
I'm so lucky she was the person assigned to me on my first day here I wouldn't have it any other way
The good thing is as long as it's just a crush it'll fade with time.
I know I'm over thinking about everything but you have no idea how scary it is when you finally find that one person
The person who makes you smile so much without even trying
They're always there and when you see them your heart misses a beat then suddenly starts beating so fast
Her smile is the most beautiful thing you've ever seen and you just want to see it there
You want to be responsible for her laughter
To be the one she turns to when she's sad or having a rough day
Those 3 am talks and the long talks until you both fall asleep
Yeah definitely not a crush,man,I'm definitely already fallen just hadn't realized it.
This should be the turning point of everything but I'm really scared
What if she doesn't feel the same
What if ,if I confess I'll ruin this beautiful thing we have going on.
Damn,shit is so nerve wrecking.
As much as I'm scared of the outcome,they say that you won't know till you try.
Incase she doesn't feel the same then I hope things don't become awkward and we'll be able to remain as the good friends we are
Me; hey wanna go out with me tomorrow???😊
Before I even know what's happening I already texted her.
Seems my mind works faster than I expected
I didn't know we'd already agreed to ask her out
Well it already happened so I can't really take it back.
It was late so I knew she was already asleep so I really didn't expect her response maybe II'll check for a response in the morning.
Just as I turned off my bedside lamp I had a text come in and I immediately sucked in a breath.
Yeap it was definitely her alright
Heera♥🌹;yeah I'm down for that.
Me; Great I'll pick you up tomorrow around 12 ,wear something casual
Heera♥🌹; sure thing ,I'll see you tomorrow😊
Me; Goodnight lil H☺
Heera's♥🌹;night Gray😚
Well seems like we already got that covered now the problem was I had no idea where we were going
That was totally impulsive but I know I want to take her out to spend the day together,get food,some ice cream,take some good pictures and maybe go dancing and get coffee later in the evening when we get back
Seems like a totally perfect idea so that's what I'm going with...
I honestly can't wait and with that I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face.
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A Forever Type Of Deal
Teen FictionHe's healing She's lonely and sad Maybe what they need is each other But both scars are still bleeding Is it safe Healing is almost within reach for both The journey, not so much Maybe they're the lost pieces...
