i did it again

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TW: talks of blood, metaphorical su!c!de




i want to cry a pool
as a sport

i want to die for you
like a fool

because we all know my death wish
is very very real

we all know my stacked dish
is at the back of my heel
stepping on my shoes and
making me trip

feeling icy blue and
feeling like i may just strip myself
of breath

take it away
like the chains i can't bear
on my feet, on my arms,
what the hell

and suddenly i see clear red
puddles of blood and bled
some darker than others
because i keep going

oh, my, my, muddled
my brain is so muddled
to think of the fear and feel it so real
and think of the sweat and still i may bleed and
oh, my, my, muddled

fuck.

i did it again.

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