Everyone tells me that my life is perfect. It's definitely not. People tell me that I am blessed. I am blessed, but in different ways.
When people tell me my life is perfect, I always ask them what they think my life is like. They always say, that my family is perfect. That I am popular. That, nobody hates me. That nobody bullies me or makes fun of me or even insults me.
I can never believe that people think these things. I could never imagine my life like that. Having nobody bully me. But, I would still be depressed, just less stuff will cause it.
I have disabilities that make me feel stupid. I have medical conditions that make me cautious about everything. I can't just relax and have fun. I always have to be aware of what is going on around me. I have to know who is around me. I have to be careful about every single thing in my life. And that is hard enough.
I could never imagine a world without bullies because it will never happen. My medical conditions and disabilities are the things causing kids to bully me. If I have an attack, or if I need extra help, they find a way around it.
So, if I didn't have the medical conditions, or disabilities, my life would have been completely different. I wouldn't have to be aware of everything. I wouldn't have to ask for help on anything. I wouldn't have to compare myself to my brother and sister. If I didn't have the medical condition an disabilities, my family would want me. One change could change everything.
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Why I Did It
RandomSam is the kind of girl you find in the back if the classroom. The one who never talks, but when she does, you can't believe the things she says. Apparently, she has been through a lot.
