Why I Did It

That Girl...

So, there is this girl. Her name is Kelsey.

We used to be best friends. We knew everything about each other. She has a perfect life. Her family is rich, has the perfect family and is friends with everyone. My personal favorite, she has never gotten insulted in any way in her entire life.

She knew everything about me. And now suddenly, she hates me. She doesn't talk to me anymore. Everyone says she is mad at me. Every time I ask her why she is mad she tells me that I have to figure it out.

A couple of days ago, I saw her in the hallway. I knew that if she saw me, she would just walk away and ignore me even more. So, I tapped her on the shoulder so I can say sorry for whatever I did.

She turned around. The second she saw me, she shoved me. I went crashing down. 4 kids ran up and held me down so I couldn't move. Kelsey started hitting and kicking me. Almost every kid in my grade surrounded and held back all of the teachers.

Once again, kids were recording it. It was on youtube, instagram, facebook, everything! Kids were sending me videos. When they post it, they tag me. And make fake profiles based on it.

I'm just so tired of everyone doing that to me. Emotionally bullying. Mental bullying. Physical bullying. Verbal bullying. I just can't take it anymore.

Some people are saying that I shouldn't be sad because other people have it worse. That's basically saying that if I'm in a good mood, I shouldn't be happy because some people, like Kelsey, have it better.

I just hope that people would really know what I go through. And not just start to judge me and tell me I shouldn't be sad. They have no idea what has happened to me.