So, almost all my life I have said something and meant something completely different. But, I think everyone does that at some point.
This is what I say and what I really mean...
I'm fine- I need help.
It's okay- I just want you to care about me.
Nothing is wrong- I'm being harassed again.
I got better- I'm worse than I was before.
I just...- I started letting out my feelings, and I realized I don't want to be betrayed again.
I'm not allowed to talk about it- If I talk about it, I will have a mental breakdown.
I want to die- I don't want to but, it's the only option I have left.
Don't talk to me anymore- I'm trying to figure out who my friends really are.
I'm busy- I'm dealing with someone hating me or family problems again.
So, that is just to tell you guys just in case you wonder what I am really talking about. And if I'm sitting alone, writing in my journal, then you can probably guess what I really mean without me having a mental breakdown.
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Why I Did It
RandomSam is the kind of girl you find in the back if the classroom. The one who never talks, but when she does, you can't believe the things she says. Apparently, she has been through a lot.
