I must've fallen asleep on the floor after i wrote my new song. I needed to get to the studio today to record my new songs for my album. I slowly got off the floor and realised that sometime in the night i walked to Beau's room. I got in the shower and got dressed, straightened my hair put on make-up but not too much because my skin is quite tan like Beau and i have pretty much clear skin. Anyway I called my manager who also manages WAT who are my best friends now and he came and picked me up. I hopped in the front seat and looked in the back "CHRISTIAN!" I screeched. "Aha Hey Soph" He winked. I got out at the studio and got swarmed by Paps.
"Sophia Over here"
"Soph Gorgeous"
"Have you heard from your brothers?"
I pushed through them all and walked inside. "Hey Mark" I said walking past the receptionist. He smiled and waved. "Alright I have some new songs to lay down" I said walking in. "BABYYYY BROOKSS!!!!" Brock screamed. "Hey boys" I smiled hugging them all.
"Heart Attack"
Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack
Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough
When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]
The feelings are lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I’ll take off in a run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x5]
I finished recording and placed my headphones down. "Good Job Sis" A familiar voice said and i whipped around. "BEAUUUUU" I screamed rushing over to hug him. "I missed you so much" I whispered in his neck "I missed you too bub" I smiled and he kissed my forehead. "Ummm bubba where's Reece?" Brock and Christian shook their heads at him. I felt tears prick my eyes. "Um hes-hes um yeah hes gone" I mumbled. "Oh babe what did he do?" "He was cheating, with Rhiannon he um got a text when he was in the shower so i checked it and yeah". "Okay then?" he asked and i shook my head. "Movie night?" I asked with my puppy dog eyes. "yeah okay fuck it". Me and Beau snuggled on the couch with our duvets and ben and jerry's.We were watching Jackass. I felt my eyes droop. "Beau?" "hmm" "I love you" "I love you too" He said before I fell asleep.
