Trust issues are characterized by fear of betrayal, abandonment, or manipulation. Mackenna knows all these things. She had seen this kind of shit before and she would be damned if she go through this all over again.
If you get hurt that badly, you...
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You made my heart break and that made me who I am.
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They say as a drug addict nothing is more important to you as the drugs themselves, but that's not true.
At least not in my case.
When I was 14 my father died. Shit like that feels like the rug has been pulled out from under you.
If she hadn't been there, I would have fallen deeply. so deep that the impact would have killed me.
I've almost completely lost touch with reality. First I was sad, then angry, than high most of the time.
But one thing I wasn't; alone
I had her.
Mackenna Donahue.
Mac and I have known each other since we were little kids. Toddler actually. She moved from Newcastle upon Tyne to East Highland with her mother.
I still think that's a stupid decision. Why would you choose to go from some big ass england town to an american town built by a person like Cal Jacob's.
Whatever.. i'm not complaining because Mac's friendship is one of the most important things in my life. This girl is my lifesaver.Whenever I needed someone to talk to, she was there. She never judged me. Not when I texted her to ask if I could come to her place to cry for an hour and not when I started drugs. She wasn't a fan of it for obvious reasons, but she didn't consistently criticize me for doing that shit.
Needless to say, I felt like a piece of freshly pooped shit for being the person who introduced Mac to the world of drugs, huh?
Actually, it's not really my fault, it's Nate's Jacob's fault. Empty-headed fucker cheated on her.
I don't know how it's even possible to cheat on someone as hot as Mac, but his dumb ass did it.
And shit yeah Mac is hot. Not that typical average hot more like - put her in an oversized hoodie and ugly vibram five fingers and she's still hot - hot.
Describing Mackenna Donahue isn't easy. Not only because she alternates her hair color between blonde and brown every damn minute but because her personality is so versatile.
Seeing that petit girl without knowing her would make you think she's the good girl next door who often forgets to dress - since Mac loves to dress revealingly - but that bitch has a bad temper and smart mouth.
