ghosts & you. [SJ]

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it's been a few hours ever since the accident and Seonghwa was forced to go home by the hospital as they don't let any stay-ins until 3 days has passed,

hearing this, he was quite devastated as he lays down on his bed after washing up,

he looks at the bracelet hugging his wrist before tears starts welling up in his eyes again, he cursed at himself, at what happened, at everyone, at everything, and at the world.

he cries softly before hugging his arm that was laced by the accessory the smaller bought for the two of them close to his chest where his heart is at,

he closes his eyes trying not to think of what happened but failing miserably as he was missing the smaller male even more than before.

Seonghwa sniffled before he frowns even more as thoughts of the smaller male came flooding his head,

he missed him, his presence, his soft hair, his smile, his voice, his soft giggles and laughs, his tantrums, his poutyness, his eyes, his nose, his smile and pink lips, his hands, his warmth, the way he made his heart pound, the way he acts, he missed everything about him and it tortured him.

he looks at his phone before he reaches for it and grabs it, he quickly opens it and opens the messenger app before clicking at the chat he has with the smaller male.

he looks at the last messages they sent and have with each other before he remembered what the doctor said about how the male saved his contact in his phone,

he blushes a tad, flustered at the thought before he reads the last conversation they had.

he smiles softly, just by reading their conversation about the plans they had for today makes his heart warm,

the happiness shown through the chat at how the smaller male texts him by using lots of nicknames, emoticons or emojis, the small exclamation marks from time to time, and the stickers.

Seonghwa sighs before he decided to text the male, wanting him to see it first when he woke up and open his phone,
     
          
      

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중이 <3
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im outside tiny man

im almost done, wait for
me for a bit!

wow, i cant even come
in?

nope 🥰

ㅠㅡㅠ
중이 <3 liked your message.

12:38am
            

i miss you, i know you
know that. we all do.
    
     
we all miss you joongie.
     
     
i hope you wake up sooner,
unlike the ones in movies
and stories..
     
     
i miss you, im sorry i
couldn't protect you.
im sorry hongjoong
      
       
i hope you see this first
when you wake up..
       
      
i want you to see this
first when you wake up.
       
       
we know that i don't
believe in supernaturals
but..
        
         
if it at least mean
hearing your voice out
of nowhere when you're
not here..
        
       
then i will.
       
       
sleep well hongjoong
       
       
goodnight. 🖤
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