newt x male reader

hope pt. 2

"This is what we found on the floor.
We lost him. I'm sorry."

Everyone still tried to ask Minho and Thomas thousands of questions. They were surrounded by all the gladers. I stood in the front. Still speechless and shocked. Minho looked at me, knowing that I'm devastated.
A hand squeezed my shoulder. It was Gally. He laughed and said: "Guess your best friend didn't make it."

I need to get away. I ran to the wall with the names graved into it and sat down on the wet grass. My view was blurry. The only thing i clearly saw was his name is next to mine.

"That is the wall with all the names of our gladers. Look for the perfect place for your name."

"It would look good there. Next to yours."

Why did Y/N run into the maze?
Did he think he'd survive?
He's dead.
Dead. Dead. Dead.
Oh, fuck. Why did he do that?
Everyone except him came back.
Alby was stung but at least he's back.
I'm glad they did come back but, why is he the only one that didn't survive?

Y/N won't come back.
I held his bracelet in my hand and looked at it. It looked very dirty but still pretty. It was broken but I'll fix it.

"Hey I know you're kinda busy right now. But look they made these strings out of the wool. I think I can make a bracelet with these. What do you think?"

"No worries. Wow, I think it's a good idea."

Someone screamed my name, i could hear it but it was far away. It was Minho, he ran up to me and sat down next to me. I looked at him but he looked at the grass.

Suddenly he spoke: "We didn't find him, only the bracelet on the floor. As we hid Alby, we lost eachother because the griever came. All of us ran to different places. Thomas found me again we tried to look for Y/N, but we couldn't find him."

I took a deep breath, looking for words but didn't find any. Instead of talking i let my tears win. They were running down my face. Minho grabbed me and pulled me in for a hug. That didn't help very much, but i felt safer. I couldn't stop crying. The hug reminds me of something.

"Newt, it's gonna be okay. I got you.
I won't let you go."

"I'm sorry, Y/N“

"Don't apologize, it's okay."

Oh the things I would do to have him with me again. I miss my best friend.
"You can let me go now Minho, it's better.", I said and Minho let me go, but a bit sceptical glance. He looked at me and asked: "What are you gonna do now?" I thought for some seconds and let myself fall into the grass. "I'm gonna lay down and think about everything."

Minho stepped closer to me, so i directly saw him while looking up. "Do you need company?" "No thank you, I'd rather be alone right now.", I said and he left.

The grass is cold and refreshing. My eyes are heavy.  I let them close and allow myself to catch some sleep.

"BLOODY HELL, HOW DID YOU
DO THAT NEWT?"

"I DON'T KNOW IT JUST, FELL OFF?"

"GALLYS FAVORITE TREE FELL? OOOOHH
HE'S GONNA KILL YOU NEWT. I CAN'T
WAIT TO SEE THAT."

"He's gonna be very mad, right?"

"Gally is going to be VERY mad."

"Y/N we have to hide it!"

"How should we hide it, behind another tree?"

"Or we burn the forest down"

"That's a great idea, but if you do that make
sure to jump into the fire too. Or not
you'd be dead both ways."

"Okay, get it. We have enough time
to think about-"

"Nope, there's Gally. I'm going to leave, I
don't want to die yet. Good luck!"

"You cant just- Y/N!“

I woke up again. The sun was almost behind the walls. I don't know how long i slept but it helped a lot. When i sat up and looked around the maze i saw everyone gathered around the campfire.
Minho saw me and signalized me to join them. I took all my strength and stood up. As i was walking to them, i felt the wind and the grass.

There was a free space next to Minho. I took a seat and just listened to the conversations. Most of them were about the last night and this morning. The moods were mixed in the round. Some of them tried to play it cool, because they didn't want people to be even sadder. Others looked like they cried for 5 hours straight completely done.
They all knew that Alby was in really big pain.

I heard them talking about Y/N often. Mostly because they were shocked that he went in.
He used to say he'll never step into the maze. Even though Minho said he'd have the potential to be a runner. Thomas sat a on the other side next to Minho. He was quiet most of the time. Also just listening to the conversations. He looked very tired. 

Gally laughed loudly and said :"Y/N isn't here anymore, so we can finally have some fun without him annoying us."
Then we all went silent. Everybody looked at him. He just smiled and let out another comment, "What? Come on guys.. We all new he was annoying."

I dug my hand into my thigh and grabbed it so i wouldn't say anything wrong. Minho stood up and left. We all turned to him watched him go into the maze. Kinda worried we all ran to the walls. It was late, the walls would close soon.

"MINHO!" "MINHOOO!"
"MINHO" "COME BACK MINHO!"

I set one foot into the maze, screaming his name one more time.

Then we heard screams inside of the maze. Frypan took my arm and dragged me into the maze. We ran around the first corner and stopped right after it. It was Minho who screamed. Not because of pain or sadness.
He was happy. Minho hugged someone.

It was Y/N.

Y/N looked up and saw me. He ran up to me and hugged me. I was shocked.
I started sobbing. My voice was shaky but i managed to say something: "I thought you're  dead."
He laughed and said:"I'm here and I won't leave."
i held him tight. My face resting on his shoulder.

"I hate to break this romance but we have to go back to glade, the walls should close soon", Minho said.

end. (too tired to continue, but y/n loves newt.) jwucjc