Enemies, Mostly

Chapter 8

Pure happiness.

When you're so satisfied with your life, your friends, your surroundings that all you feel is happiness.

Pure sadness.

The feeling of depression, when you're numb. Defeated.

I've experienced both of these things. I know what genuine happiness is, and I know what absolute sadness feels like.

But pure rage, that.

That is something I've never experience. The feeling of knowing there will be consequences for your actions, but not caring. Wanting to cause nothing but pain to the person that wronged you. It's a scary feeling. But it's one that can't be swayed.

Since my moms car finally got fixed I had mine back. I left Eddie sitting in my house as I snatched my keys off the counter and ran to my car. Now I'm barreling sixty trying to get to school, to get to her.

I'm going to kill her.

The last words to fall off my lips before I left. When I pull in to the parking lot, there's a group of people crowding something. I slam my car in park, leaving my door open as I rush to get out. When I get to the crowd of people I push and shove to get to the center to see what there looking at. My jaw drops when I see it. Dozens of pictures litter the walls. Me with my legs spread, Eddie between them with my hands in his hair and my face contorted in pleasure with the words.

Even an eating disorder doesn't stop a homewrecker.

Written across the top in sharpie.

"Damn if you'll let the freak between your legs, why not let a real man down there." A guy in a letterman jacket spits in my face.

"Fuck you." I argue, pushing him away from me. He grabs my arm, holding me tight in his grip, digging his nails into my skin.

"A slut and a cunt." Jason cups my ass, squeezing hard.

"Leave me alone." I scream, slapping Jason disgusting hands off me.

"Come on, slut. You know you want it." He breathes down my neck. I clinch my fist swinging it behind me and connecting with his cheek. "You fucking bitch." Bloods splatters from his mouth.

"And you're a grimy pig, Jason." I spit back.

"Maddy, Maddy, Maddy." Stephanie laughs coming out from behind Jason. "It's all in good fun babe." Her face is still bruised from the last time I saw her. I look a her in pure disgust.

"You fucking cunt." I breathe, clinching my fist back at my side. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" I yell, my breathing slightly unsteady.

"You stole my boyfriend, slut." She laughs at the last part, crossing her arms over her chest.

"Maddy!" I hear Eddie warn from beside me.

"Now every one knows how much of a homewrecker you really are." She looks over at Eddie with a malicious smile.

I smirk watching how she eyes Eddie, but his eyes stay on me. "Does Eddie know the truth about you?"

"What truth?" She snorts.

"You knew didn't you. You knew how much I loved him and instead of you being a real friend, like you pretended to be. You made out with him in front of my face." I tilt my head to the side, gauging her reaction.

"And he chose me." She smirks. Eddie looks over at her, anger taking over his features.

"You wanna know something though. Every time he kissed you, every time you blew him, every time he fucked you. He was thinking of me. And only me." I sneer, getting directly in her face. She instantly flushed under my intense stare. "Oh, Stephanie. It's all in good fun, babe." I snort, she grits her teeth, swinging her hand and striking me across the face. The sound rings in my ears as I turn to her. I spit some blood out of my mouth before swinging my fist, connecting with her nose, knocking her to the ground. A teacher comes up behind me and grabs me, pulling me to the principal but not before I catch sight of Eddie walking over to her and crouching down to be directly in her face. "Cunt." He points in her face, before standing and following me.