Aura
I took shot after shot feeling myself get wasted off of the alcohol consumption, I couldn't care less I had to drink my problems away...I needed to escape.
"Another one."I said to the barman, he gave me a look and I rolled my eyes.
"Sooo if I were a guy would you care? Noooo I stand for equality so just do what you have to do."
"Are you here with someone? How will you make it home?"he questioned.
"Awwww aren't you such a sweetheart, just do your job yeah?"
He sighed and gave me another shot making smile.
"I like youuu"I slurred then I downed it, the liquid that would burn my throat no longer did, the more I did the more numb I became to it.
"Keep them coming."I signalled to him.
I looked up at the disco ball that changed colours like crazy making me woozy as a tear slipped from my eye. The very reason that brought me here was still making me cry no matter how many shots I took.
"You should slow down."a girl sat next to me, my reverted to her purse, she had a white powder peaking out of her purse.
"What's that?"I pointed.
"Oh that? That's just my fix...it's my coping mechanism"she said casually like it was nothing which I found completely mind blowing "what brought you here?"
"Lies... deception"I shrugged "I just found out my whole life is a lie like I'm so ready to die."I laughed.
"You wanna try this with me?"she pulled out the little coke packet.
I shook my head no "no I'm good, I think I'm gonna leave, it's nice to meet you."
I got up and stumbled back and bumped into someone "I'm sorry."he quickly apologised even though I was in the wrong.
"It's okay."I said softly while looking around, the disco ball lights driving me crazy by the second.
I felt so scared and alone.
"You alright ma?"he asked making me look at him.
I pressed my lips together "I'm sick of everybody you know I lowkey am"
He stared at me confused "care to elaborate?"
"Like you're the kind, tall,cute handsome lovely amazing persona, your type is always what hurts a bitch at the end....like I just found out some crazy shit and the man that claims he loves me somehow really doesn't"I sighed.
"You need a ride home?"he asked and I shook my head no I could tell he was drunk too and he was trying too hard not to be a dick.
"What home?"I asked while I laughed "it's all a facade and it's exhaustive "I sang.
"Come on."he ushered me outside, being in my drunken state I followed not questioning his intentions he seemed genuine.
I sat quietly as he drove to what seemed like his house, I was too out of it to even pay attention to it.
He opened the passenger seat and picked me up and took me inside.He took off my high heels, relieving my feet that had been under tension all day.
He was about to leave but I grabbed his hand "you're so fine, you deserve a little something....it c-can be anything you want."I unbuckled his belt.
"I don't think this is right."
"Then why did you bring me here? Is it because of a good heart?"I asked looking up at him.
"I think not."I took him in.
The next morning
"You think she'll wake up anytime soon?"I heard a faint voice.
"She has to, she's not dead."I felt someone slap my cheek "lil mama you there."
I opened my eyes and quickly jumped up, I reached for my knife in my back pocket by instinct but it wasn't there.
Confused I slowly tilted my head down, I was in a oversized shirt, it dawned on me that I didn't know where I was or who these people were it's like I woke up in another dimension cause last time I checked I was fucking shit up at a party.
"You looking for this?"A guy asked holding the pocket knife up in his hand with a smirk on his face. He had tattoos all over his arms, and had a thug demeanor to him.
"Give it back, right now before I-"
"Before you what? Aura"he cut me off stepping closer to me...his eyes quickly scanned me.
Oh so he knows who I am.
"I'll beat you the fuck up to have it."I tried to swing it at him but he blocked it and grabbed my hands pinning them against my back and putting me against the wall chest first.
"You may be a fighter but I am too don't play stupid games cause you'll win stupid prizes, don't underestimate the things that I can do."
"Fuck you, why did you bring me here anyways I don't know you."I said through gritted teeth feeling his body on mine.
He let me go harshly and towered over me "Man you were so out of it, fucked up drunk and you know who brought you back here? Me."he said as my chest heaved up and down.
"Did we have sex?"I asked him "my thighs hurt."
"You initiated it."
"I was drunk but I won't victimise myself."I said making him chuckle.
"Well I was drunk too but I won't victimise myself either."
"Where are my clothes, where's my phone, I wanna go home."
"You mean those wet clothes the ones that you spilt alcohol on last night?"he chuckled "they are in the bathroom if you want them you can have them."
"Who are you?"I asked him while examining him with my eyes.
"Jayven."he extended his hand.
"How do you know who I am?"I asked and he chuckled.
"You my brother's baby mama...how can I not know you."
My heart dropped to my ass.
Could my life get any worse.
