Hɪᴍ. (Sᴜɴɴʏ X Rᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ)

Chapter 15

June 20th, 2003 (skipped some time)
A lot of missed calls, From Fran. She would probably call me a "narcissistic bitch", but I don't really care what she'd call me. I got used to it over the years to be honest. I don't really want to be friends with her anymore to be honest. I'm just scared to tell her, I mean, when I was 14 I tried to break our friendship. She cursed at me, called me slurs and threatened to stab herself or me with a rusty knife. But besides that, whenever I go out I feel like someone, or something is stalking me.

Like for an example, I was helping Aubrey with a sprained ankle and her gang were waiting for her somewhere else I kept on feeling like someone was watching me through the window. Aubrey couldn't see because she had a pillow on her face. I know Trisha would hate it if I would even help Aubrey with something but I don't care, sometimes I hate Trisha. Does that make me a bad friend?

I haven't hung out with Sunny for the 5 days, sometimes I feel like a burden to him when I hang out with him. I worry too much about him I think. It's just- nevermind.

I have my face in my pillow until I hear my grandpa, "Get up! It's 11:00am, no breakfast for you. You have chores. Plus, we're going somewhere." He opens the curtains and I groan.
"Hey! Don't you dare groan at me. Get up, I've said it already." I know he already said it, I just wanted him to leave the room. After he left the room, I cleaned myself and then changed. I saw how my Grandma was doing, then did some chores. After completing my chores, I told my grandparents I was done and they told me to wait for a while. I watched any 2003 series on my TV, for 16 minutes.
"Hey, we're gonna go right now, come on." My grandpa said and me, him and my grandma were now in the car. They didn't tell me where we were going. Reminding, I didn't have a meal so I might starve if we're going somewhere far.

Minutes later
We finally arrived to my grandparents destination and...it looked like a psychiatrist's office.
"Uh..."
"C'mon darling!" My grandma says as she and my grandpa get out of the car. I then too got of the car, I had my music on so I couldn't hear nor didn't pay attention. We sat for a couple minutes until someone said my name and grandma told me to follow a doctor. She greeted me but I just waved to her, didn't feel like saying anything to be honest. We arrived to her office.
"Hello Y/N Ambrose, how was your day so far?"
"Um..it was okay, I guess?" This is incredibly awkward and I hate it. I looked down in embarrassment.
"Are you okay?" The doctor asked
"Yeah, I'm just not really used to this.."
"I understand, this is all very new for you, trust me, I'm here to help you." I know that you can be put into a mental hospital if you say certain stuff, so I'm not pretty sure that helps me.
"Okay..?" It was silent after that for a few seconds.

"So, what do you like to do?" She asked
"Well, I guess [insert something you like to do]." She writes in her notebook.
"If you don't mind me asking, what brought you here."
"My grandparents brought me here." I tried to relax. She asked me more questions like, 'why did your grandparents bring you here?'

After the session
FINALLY! I am finished, I just wanted to go to my bed and rest for crying out loud. My therapist, I guess had a conversation with my grandparents but I couldn't go and see what they were saying because a staff member would watch me and stopped me from sneaking up on them. At least my grandparents got me McDonald's for lunch.

I took a nap for some hours until I got a notification from my phone. It was Hana.
"Wanna hang out tomorrow I'm da mall?"